A story of triplets, the oldest trusts nobody hates everyone except her sisters, the second oldest is the calm one always observent, and the youngest was the kind one always smiles and started happy, but what they don't know it they were the lost da...
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Banis pov Once I got to my room I broke down throwing everything in sight once the room was completely crashed I just fell on my knees crying,I can't take it anymore I can't,I am done being strong,I am done trying to keep my life together I am tired,I sat in the corner just crying when ishana and Anika came in they immediately hugged me and I cried on there shoulders while they rubbed my back "Shhhh,it's ok let it all out" said ishana "I'm tired I can't,I just can't" I said while tears just ran down my face,both of them just hugged me "Why couldn't I just go and not her,she still had something to live for,I have nothing" I said still crying the memories of her flooding in my head "Shhhh,bani she had to leave even though she was innocent"said Anika "Do you want to go to the music room?" I looked at ishana as she asked that and nodded,we made our way to the music room luckily everyone was still downstairs once we got there I sat in front of the piano and started playing a random tune that I kinda got words to "Hey Lord, you know I'm tired Hey Lord, you know I'm tired Hey Lord, you know I'm tired of tears Hey Lord, just cut me loose Hey Lord, you know I'm fighting Hey Lord, you know I'm fighting I'm sure the world is done with me Hey Lord, you know it's true Now the tide is rolling in I ain't tryna win Let it take me Let it take me I'll be on my way How long can I stay? In a place that can't contain me Hey Lord, you know I'm tired Hey Lord, you know I'm tired Ahhh Please don't say you need me Release me Relieve me One day you will see me Believe me Believe me Please don't say you'll leave me Believe me Believe me One day you will see me Believe me Believe me" tears were still running down my face this is probably the third time that I have ever cried so much in my life,after I finally relaxed I wiped the tears coming from my eyes and looked at the moon while ishana and Anika just sat there with me,we have always been strong no matter how different we are from each other,my sister's were my biggest support when I lost him and her,but I don't regret it,at least now I know I will never make the mistake of loving someone again,we sat there for a while doing nothing,just staring at the wall "Guys this is getting wired" said Anika finally breaking the silence "It is" "Really" "So who's room?" "Ishana" We stood up and went to ishanas room and we watched a movie called 'though my window' after the movie ishana and anika slept and I got thirsty I looked at the time it was currently 12:30 am I went downstairs and switched on the kitchen light and made myself a cup of tea while drinking I got lost in thought when I heard someone come in "It's wrong to stare" I say turning around, shockingly it was Axel and his fucked up face "What are you doing awake" he asked "I am always awake,why are you awake"I asked taking a sip of tea,fuck this is good "Could not sleep" he says I just nodded and sat on the counter "I am sorry" I looked at him "I should not have judged you like I did,and I am sorry for saying all those mean things to you,I should not have said it,I just missed you three a lot and when you came,I am just scared of loosing you three again,I am not good at showing my emotions,so I just showed anger,but anyway I am sorry" once he was done be cleared his throat I looked at him and sighed "You were a dick,not going to lie and I am not sorry for what I did to your face,but it was nice having someone to argue with and I feel like there is still going to be a lot a arguments between us hopefully its not physical,and I forgive you" I say giving him a smirk what I don't smile I just can't I lost my reason to smile 3 years ago,he gave me a small smile back "I feel like this is a hugging moment"he says I sighed and got off of the counter and stretched my arms out and he did the same,he rapped his arms around my shoulders and me his hips,I lied my head on his chest,not going to lie this is nice but don't tell Anika and ishana that I said that "Ok Axel the moment is over"I say after 5 mins "I agree" he says and we stopped hugged "Goodnight" and with that I left
I could not sleep no matter how hard I tried I could not I sat back up maybe I should go to the gym,I stood up again and went to my closet it was currently 2:45 am and everyone was asleep it is nothing new that I am awake let me tell you all one thing insomnia is a bigger bitch then I am literally,I once I was ready I tied my hair in a high ponytail and made my was to the gym it was huge actually,the punching bag was where I went to first *Punch* You were nothing but a play toy for me
*Punch* You should just have died
*Punch* Look at you you are fat and ugly
*Kick* You will never be anything in life
*Kick* obey.fight.kill
*Punch* I never loved you you will never be loved with those disgusting scars on your body
*Kick*
Once I kicked it,and it fell fell, I cried again I'm tired of living knowing no one would love me,I am tired of trying to act strong I can't,I wiped the tears when I felt someones presence in the room "I prefer being stabbed" I say turning to the person who turned out to be dilf "I would rather be stabbed then shot at least then I can look you in the eyes while I die" I say "I thought you were a robber" I chucked dryly "Yeah right,like anyone would be mad enough to enter a house with over 300 guards standing at the gate" I sat on the bench press and picked up the weight and started bench pressing "Why are you awake" he asked me I put the weight down and sat up looking at him "Not all of us sleep you know"I say "What do you mean" "I have insomnia" I say "Since when" "Since I was I don't know 14" I lied back down picking up with weight again "And why are you no sleeping" "I heard you come to the gym" he says,he took a seat next to me and said "What are the meanings behind all your tattoos" "You haven't even seen all of them"I say "How much more are there" "I don't know" after like 10 mins I put the weights down and took my water bottle "Do you have any other questions" "Talk to me" he says "If I can't even talk to my own twins that I been with for 20 years of my life what make your think I will be open up to you" I looked him in the eyes he seemed desperate like he wanted to know,but there are many people who want to know they just never get me to open up "Just talk to me maybe I can't help" I started tearing up "If a therapist can't help me,what makes you think you can,what makes you think I will open up to you,if we are still strangers to each other" I looked at him and wiped my tears "Someone hurt you,I know it just give me a name and I will fix everything" I started sobbing,he hugged me and kisses my forehead rocking me "You can't,fix it he hurt me to much,he was the only person I could open up to, I loved him,but I never got the same love back,it hurts to much I can't tell you who hurt me before I killed them all already,but they still haunt me I can't"I cried in his arms while he just comforted me rubbing me back after about 15 mins I wiped my tears "Do you feel better tiger" he says "I do,thank you father" saying that I went out not bothering to look at him all I knew was he was shocked and I don't care I went to my room and took a warm shower,and once I was done I put on my PJs and took out my laptop to see how my company is doing,yes I own a company,all three of us own companies,I own am a fashion designer I own Nova industries I make close for all sizes and my company makes jewellery and handbags,ishana owns a fragrance company,currently the most used fragrance in the world,her companies name it 'nature',don't know why asked her I know shocking right,well anyways Anika owns a make up line her make up products are actually very popular they are now the most selling products in the world she named her brand 'confident' we all became very successful during the years we are actually the youngest billionaires in the world but no one know how we look all they know is that we are triplets and we rule the business world well that is just legal work,in the underworld I am a assassin named tempest which means the goddess of storm and I am the french Donna no one knows how I look though,ishana is a hacker she names herself secrets the best hacker in the understand and Anika she is the seductress she is Victoria,we all have our own ways of working yet we are so similar but you guys are distracting me I should work...
