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Banis povWhy the fuck is this house so big?,I don't know where the fuck is my room?god we are walking alot

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Banis pov
Why the fuck is this house so big?,I don't know where the fuck is my room?god we are walking alot

"Right ok so bani this is your room,ishana your room is next to bani's and Anika your room is next to ishana's" Alex said with 24/7 smile on his face

I entered my room and it was beautiful,it was me I really liked it honestly,and it is hard for me to like something,I put my bags down and sat on my bed and started thinking of the man I once loved

Flashback
A pair of arms came around my waist nuzzling my neck I closed my eyes feeling his hot breath on my neck it always turn me on
"What are you thinking моя любовь (my love)" he said in my ear,his Russian accent coming out as he spoke
" Nothing"I turned and hugged him,I looked up into his beautiful green eyes,he pecked my lips
" I love you"he told me
" I love you to"i said smiling at him
Flashback end
I wiped the tears coming from my eyes,the words I fell for,was all lies,his love was fake,and I could not see that he broke me in the worst was possible,I wanted to die after he left but I had goals I had a life I had many things before he came,I was blinded by my love for him and I could not see past all his lies,I looked at the evening sun,while wiping the tears falling from my eyes, suddenly I heard a knock on the door I sobered up
"Come in" I sad coldly,I turned and saw Alec standing there
"Umm hey I came to call you for dinner" he said
"Ok I will be down in a minute" he went out followed by me,once we got to the dinning room I saw everyone sitting there I sat down with everyone,and we all started eating, suddenly I felt ishana tap me I'm my leg
"You ok" she whispered to me
"Yeah why wouldn't I be" I said looking into her eyes,I carried on eating until I felt to full,I put my fork down and looked up at everyone and saw them looking at me
"Is there a fucking problem" I asked finally fed up with them looking at me, everyones head immediately looked away,yes that's right fear me bitches

It was now 11pm and memories of him kept flooding my head the promises he made the lies he told,the lust he had for me and I thought it was love,I put my head phones on and started to listen to my depressed playlist yes I have a depressed playlist don't fucking judge me,the first song that came on was numb,I just love this song it kind of suits me,the moonlight hit my face as I closed my eyes,I think it is pretty obvious that I don't sleep I have insomnia I have had it for 4 years now,he left 4 years ago,and since then I could not sleep, suddenly i heard my door open who the fuck is here I opened my eyes and saw stormi coming in with her blanket and teddy bear she had tears in her eyes
"What happened butterfly" I asked her picking her up
She snuggled in the crook of my neck
"Me have a nwightmare" she said sobbing
I gently rocked her while she fell asleep once again,she is so innocent,I lied her in my chest while playing with her hair as she slept...



























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