Thank You

Ten | I Love You

"Argh... fuck." I grabbed my head in pain and turned on my side to hold the pillow against my head.

I heard another groan making me open my eyes and I saw Jungkook on the floor with nothing but his boxers on.

I sighed and put my sheets over him before slowly sitting up and going to the kitchen looking at the large button up shirt I was wearing.

I got some pills out the cupboard and a bottle of water from the fridge before taking 2 and swallowing them. I got another bottle and took it and the pills to my room where I left them on my bed for when Jungkook wakes up.

I go to the living room and find my red dress on the sofa making me freeze and immediately think back to last night.

Fuck.

I lay down on the sofa and curl up into a ball and close my eyes to rest them but I ended up falling asleep again.

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The smell of pancakes woke me up from my nap and I grabbed the glass of water in front of me not caring who's it was. I drink all of it and hold my head before looking at my sheets in confusion, I sigh and wrap it around my body and hold it together at the front. I walk to the kitchen slowly and see Jungkook dressed in some sweats and cooking some pancakes.

"Hey." I start and he turns to look at me a little startled.

"Hey, are you hungry?" He turns the stove off as he's finished making all the pancakes.

"I'm starving." I walk towards him and he takes a few steps away making me frown. "Kook..?"

"Let's talk later... I have a headache."

I just nod with furrowed brows and I take my pancakes to my room before slamming the door.

I only ate a few bites of the pancakes as I suddenly didn't have an appetite anymore. I sighed looking at the wall before rolling off of my bed and getting dressed into a light purple jumper and a white skirt and trainers before getting my keys and phone.

A walk will help clear my mind.

"Where are you going?" Asks seeing me walk to the door.

"Out." Is all I say before I'm pulled back by my jumper and I close my eyes in frustration. "Jungkook let go of me, I'm just going out for a walk to clear my head."

I look at him tiredly and he nods softly. "Just don't be too long, I wanna talk."

"I'll be an hour maximum, now let go."

He lets go of my jumper sleeve and smooths the crinkle's out before stepping back.

I leave my dorm and set track to a nearby park that I just sit on a bench and I start to organise my thoughts.

What is Jungkook to me? He's my best friend that I've recently been having feelings for. Is he classified as my crush then? I guess so.

Why did I kiss Jungkook last night? Alcohol, the moment felt right and I like him. Do I like him as a friend or something more as friends? ... I like him more than friends.

Do I see us together in the future? Possibly, but it's only if he likes me back. Do I feel happier when he's around? Absolutely.

Do I love him..?

"Y/N?"

I look up at my name and my eyebrows furrow. "Han?" He grins to confirm my suspicions. "Oh my god!" I stand up with a grin as my gaze shifts to the child in his arms.

"This is my daughter, Eun." He makes the little girl wave at me.

"How old is she?" We both sit down together and I turn my body towards him.