“Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you, hug you, surprise you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It make you fall for no reason. And make you crazy and slightly happy. But what is painful is loving someone you will never had that chance to have. Or more someone always there but you can never take as yours. That so called things LOVE. It gets inside of you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love the way love hate me.
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POV Shyza
I'm really attracted to men. I get a lot of suitors, stalkers and admirers. But I a swear I'am a certified NBSB NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH. Actually everytime people would ask me if I had a boyfriend. I will just wave my hand as a sign that I don't have. And the next question would be why did you break up. I will answer them "well I never had." then they will tell me that I'm a liar. I'm used to it but sometimes I get irritated through the extent that I could answer them offensively. "kayo na may boyfriend kayo na.Ei sa wala di ba. Lier agad!"parang napakalaking crimen para sa kanila ang wala kang boyfriend.
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"hoy beki nasa library ba ako?kalokaness daming books."
Sabi ni Stephonn Anderson A.K.A Stephany ang nag-iisa kong baklang kaibigan bestfriend ko sya. Sobrang prangka,may pagkaenglishera,maldita, maporma siya pero nasa lugar naman iyong pagiging ganun niya. Magaling magpatawa, mabait, matulungin maasahan at totoong kaibigan din naman sya, President nga namin sya. Matangkad sya mala-vice ganda idol niya kasi iyon. Kaya ginagaya nya
"beki anu ba iyang binabasa mo." Nageffort na siyang tumayo sa kama niya nasa kwarto ko kasi kami. Dalawa ang kama doon kay ate at sa akin si ate sa right malapit sa pinto ung akin sa left malapit sa malaking bintana andun sya sa kama ni ate nagsstalk ng mga pogi sa facebook kahit may bf na sya. Lumipat sya sa kama ko para makita ang nasa laptop ko. "Kadiri ka beki bakit ka nagbabasa ng Ebook parang counter part iyan ng pocket book. So beki you are consider as hopeless romantic sweetie." Isinarado ko ang laptap ko agad."STEPHONN ANDERSON!! just mind your own monkey business."medyo inis na sabi ko. "beki yuckness who is Stephonn I'am Stephany hello mas maganda ako sayo atsaka alam mo stop reading that paano ka magkakaboyfriend tandaan mo ikaw lang walang boyfriend sa atin." "BIG DEAL ba iyon."galit na sabi ko. "Sayo hindi sa amin ou naOOP ka kaya sa grupo natin." medyo sumisigaw na sya
"edi wag nyo akong pansinin at problemahin ieenjoy nio ung moment na kasama niyo sila."
"whatever you don't get it."galit na sya. Pero dahil bestfrend niya ako hindi niya naman ako aawayin ng bongga. "bakit ba kasi ayaw mong sagutin manliligaw mo?"
"matulog ka na lang kasi maaga pa tayo bukas."
"ok,nagtxt si hubby matulog na daw ako. Beki gudnyt". "gudnyt din" Lumipat na sya sa kama niya at natulog. Ako naman tulad ng nakagawian nagpatuloy ako sa pagbabasa. 3am na nagbabasa pa rin ako ng ebook kinikilig na talaga ako. Sana ako na lang ang bida. Haist I check my phone that's my attitude I constantly check it kahit wala naman akong inaasahan na text or tawag pero 1message. wOw may nagmamahal pa pala sa akin. Hindi po uso sa amin barkada ang txt txt. Nkatwitter kami palagi o kaya minsan sila nagbbm pero hindi ako kasali hindi kasi ganun phone ko. Mahal kasi. My phone brand is nokia. 2message sino to? no. lang patanong kong sabi sa sarili ko "why don't you text me? Are you treating me others na ba? Please accept my apology i really love you. Txtback."
