"Maami I'm weak, what do I do?" I cried out to her later that evening
She knew how much I had been stalling
How I didn't want to call or text her since our last conversation
Which brought so much friction.
That day, I had called to tell her Anya was pregnant
Her reply. Her response. So poignant
"Hmmm" that was all she mumbled
I felt really disturbed and troubled
Since then, I decided not to speak to maami.
Until today, when grief had found me.
Maami cried. She cried for me.
I felt her remorse. It was like she was right beside me.
And that moment I knew I was left with one choice,
To do everything within my loins ,
Everything as best as I could,
For maami and FOR HER.
