Selfish

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It was base of an overflow of emotions,anger,fear,confusion and overwhelming despair over all the threathened to the situations,especially Jin GuangYao that was close to being straped by his ex-aquitance's sword and stood to the ground with shivers and glares to the one he was calling his friend,or a little more,hope shining trough his glare that he would have the mercy to spare his life,even though it all was to choice of his and the other's but GuangYao's that was less cared about than to let him have an opinion or any decision,suggestion or tense

Despair.

The room felt overwhelming and Yao felt like crying,crying it all out right there,right now.But he didn't even felt like having the right of crying,so a slight pant could be heard from time to time,pant that relieved a sigh,heavy sigh that was the only thing that broke the deadly silence "Do you confess?"Lan XiChen asked again,looking nauseous at his ex-aquitance that was driping tears from the edges of his eyes but still didnt cry already.It was a pain for both of them on that act due Yao needed to find solutions that will not get him killed and Xichen needed to find a solution how in the holy Gusu to spare his dearest friend who was,as it shall looked like,a betrayer of Jin clan,Lan clan and Nie clan,elaborating plots and murderous acts to rule all them

Pain.

GuangYao looked at his dearest than to the two males behind him and only thing he elaborated troughout his lips,in a mumble,was "Assholes..."and he deliberately meant it for Lan Wangji and,of course,the one that broke and dissed it all,The mighty Yiling Patriarch Wei Wuxian. " Zewu Jun,why do I have to overrepeat myself?..I said I am sorry a thousand times before,why can you not believe it?"He spoke,a tear falling from his eye as he willed to look and sound credible,even though it was all broken and teared up,and by that I meand GuangYao and XiChen's friendship and aquitanceship,it was all simply gone now.A flow of tears and a gasp were let off by Jin GuangYao as he started sobbing,quitely,dreadfully and painless,making Wei Wuxian glare at Hangjuang Jun and so he was glaring back in the feel of 'its fake,I know',but however,it didn't really mattered,the choice was all in XiChen's hands and it was really hard for him to do the decision since,even though GuangYao did so many things that are worthy of being punished,he did a dozen goods and helped the Lan in it's weakest moments,he helped the grounds get back,the ruler to recover,the people to recover and XiChen to feel great once back again..

Choices.

XiChen let go of his sword and let it fall on the ground,as he said a single sentence,seriously,directed to the other twin jade,WangJi.."Kill Su She,we will spare Jin GuangYao for now"and there the sentence ended,leaving WangJi to rush with Bichen on a mision he was given,Wei Wuxian was quite shocked and so was Nie Huaisang,even though his shock was also mixed with happines and quite slight anger,for some reason.But the one that was in the biggest shock was Jin GuangYao,who started sobbing harder,not because he was gonna be caged,moreover trapped,but he was happy that Lan XiChen had the will to forgive and forget for now,and that his plan isn't over yet.GuangYao layed off to the ground facing the three composed by WWX,LXC and NHS and bowed politely,especially in greatness for the one who spared him,and so he thanked them with a smile afterwards,still not getting off that bowing nor off the ground,feeling planted to he ground since his feet went numb after several hours of staying in the same position,on cold stone floor stack.
"Thank you really much,Zewu Jun!Thank you really,really much"GuangYao repeated several times,making Wuxian look at him in a face of disgust and Nie Huaisang was doing the same. WangJi was back after a minute or two and as he was, XiChen offered his sibling a soft smile before stepping away, ordering due for one if them to help Jin Guangyao get up,even though Yao could've got up by himself alone,but instead, he sat still to see who will help him get up, since, he still was the same greedy midget.. The person who helped him get up was Lan WangJi and the way he helped him up was simply grabbing his wrist and pulling him up in a quick stage, easily making the other male get off the ground. Even though Jin Guangyao was badly injured, he wasn't that bad that it will kill him or that he cannot walk, so getting to the assigned place where XiChen wanted to get him, he had to do it all on his own. Jin Guangyao started to slowly walk in the same direction his ex-aquitance had with heavy steps , even though his urge to run and catch up with XiChen was quite great to take point of..

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