April 1: Fool's Day?

Snob

*September 24, 2014*

I'm almost half-way there to the end of the school year. I'm doing good in school, better than last year. Freshman pa ako sa highschool pero okay lang. Unbelievable yung grades ko. Not because di ako matalino, but because I know na di yun abot ng standards ko. I managed to reach 90 and above on major academic subjects, except Science na alam kong pang-88 lang ako. Sheez, may technique ako..

Kung mataas naman IQ mo, pero tamad ka, magka-gusto ka sa taga-ibang school or anyone na di mo kasama sa school. Palagi mong iimagine na observer sya araw-araw sa classroom mo. Nakakahiya naman kung tamad ka sa room tas nandun sya, diba? Promise, ginagawa ko na yan.

Nasa Baguio sila Zander ngayon pero si Van, nandito. Mas nakaka-chat ko na sya kasi mas madalas sya mangamusta. Haay. Pero after 7 months daw yung balik nila. Mi-nark ko pa sa calendar ng phone ko yung pagbalik nila. I named the day 'special day'.

*April 1, 2015*

They're back. And this day was the anniversary of my feelings for him. But everything went dark. I tend to snob everyone. All because of an oh-so-good-plasticity-co-discoverer-ex-friend of mine. Grabe. Akala ko magtatagal kami, sandali lang din pala at di pa pinatapos yung school year, iniwan na 'ko. Ayun! Katulad ni plasticity-discoverer dahil may mga nahanap na ibang kaibigan.

Common? Si plasticity discoverer at co-discoverer parehong babae. Kaya mas marami akong kaibigang lalake eh. Pag babae kasi, fickle minded-papalit-palit ng kaibigan. May nagustuhan sayo ngayon, bukas iba na gusto nyan. Kaasar.

Okay. Back to reality. Snob. Snob na talaga ako- totally. Kahit si Zander, inii-snob ko na rin. Wala eh. Pero worst part? PATI SI ZANDER INII-SNOB NA 'KO! Kaasar lang.

Pero 'Di lahat ng snob galit, yung iba nagpapa-miss lang.' sabi nga sa HBONN fb page. And yes, that's true. Para sa akin ha. Ewan ko kay Zander.

I really am badly in love with him.

I fell in love on April 1-April Fool's Day. Does that mean that I'm a fool? Well if it does, I'm willing to be.