I told my boyfriend and friends about it.
My friends were sad but they made sure to comfort me and make me feel safe.
Which they did, although my boyfriend decided it was best for us to break up; he thought it was draining to be with someone who wasn't mentally ready for a relationship.
I agreed to the break-up, I didn't think much of it since we stayed friends, I think it only hit me when he got a girlfriend a month afterward.
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She was my mutual, she had a body I never had.
I didn't know much about her besides the fact that she was deeply in love with him.
I was happy to see him with someone who could give him a shitload of love, something I couldn't give.
At some point, I kept crying over him every night because I missed him.
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Enough of my depressive episode, it's time for my birthday!
I had a birthday call the night before, met some new guys and they were so sweet!
One was a sweet and hot asshole, the other one was his cute and loving older brother.
After watching a movie on my birthday call, they offered to play a video game, to which I agreed.
It felt good knowing I made some new friends that night.
I was enjoying the video game session until I heard
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
The clock struck 12 and I didn't even notice, but I'm beyond grateful for the number of people greeting me online and around me.
I said my thank yous and continued to play the video game.
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I couldn't have a proper birthday party since nobody could go out.
It was still fun, my friends sent me gifts and I got to see my close family.
I absolutely loved the love I was receiving that day, not to mention my outfit was pretty!
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The only thing that made me feel off was that my now-called ex, sent his new girl a gift, and he knew it was my birthday.
I tried to shake it off though since I was around my relatives, but the thought still lingered deep in my mind.
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Although there was this girl, she's my close friend.
We share a different sort of interest in each other.
She confessed that she likes me, and it took me a few days to realize that I liked her too.
She sent me cookies and her sweater, I felt happy after smelling the scent of her perfume.
What a great birthday month.
