Months later of just repeating the same routine, a few of my friends decided to plan a hangout.
It included my best friend, the girl from the last chapter that I like, and our guy friend, we were going to his house.
I arrived at his house, I opened the car door to see him and the girl I like.
I got butterflies.
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We went to his room and we all hugged each other.
I felt like I belonged.
They were so comforting and sweet to me, it felt good knowing that there were people still loving and supporting me.
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After a few minutes, my best friend finally arrived at the house, we were complete!
We all cuddled with each other and did so many activities.
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A teenager always gets curious.
I will admit, that hangout was full of my first times.
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My friends would always vape, it was their stress reliever.
At first, I didn't understand why, but they got me one and I decided to try it out.
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In my first hit, I kept coughing because I inhaled too much.
But after getting the hang of it, I understood why it was so addicting.
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After doing so many activities, we all decided to chill in the bedroom.
The lights were red, it was a lustful yet comforting color.
We all wanted to have more fun and make the most of the hangout, so me and the girl I like decided to take the risk of getting the ongoing virus.
She kissed me.
I've already had my first kiss, but with a man.
It feels good kissing a girl, if not better.
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Wonder what a kiss feels like?
Well, I'll tell you my perspective, but it depends on who you kiss.
It'll feel slimey if you don't have feelings for each other and it's a stupid kiss.
But since I always make sure to kiss those I love, it felt amazing.
It's like the rush you'd get when you're on the edge of a rollercoaster and it's about to go down.
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That hangout gave me different perspectives on the color red.
It was the color used to brighten up the room we were in.
It was the color that hit me when I first experienced the effect of nicotine.
The best part,
It was the color to describe the knots in my body when I kissed her.
