𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑥 𝑂𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠

1. Overworking

Felix couldn't sleep. He was so tired because of today's practice they had but he just can't fall sleep.

He missed his boyfriend's warm body next to his, the way older would hold him close to his chest, sometimes even place a kiss on his neck or shoulder, he miss that so much.

Chan said he just need to finish last minute work in his studio but it already passed two hours, and Chan is still not in the bed. Felix pouted and grabbed his phone to look at the clock, it said 11pm.

Sighing, Felix got out the bed to go and find Chan. Going out their bedroom he walked straight to Chan's studio. Opening the door he found Chan with his headphones on looking at the screen of his laptop.

"Channie?" Felix said entering the room and going to his boyfriend.

"Hey baby. What are you doing here? You should be asleep." Chan said turning his head to look at his boyfriend.

"Why are you still working? You should go to bed." Felix pouted walking behind Chan and placed his hands on Chan's shoulders.

"I know, I just need to finish this and I'll be there soon." Chan sighed looking at his laptop again.

"Channie.." Felix whined.

"..."

Sighing Felix got in front of Chan and saved Chan's work before turning his laptop off and turned to look at Chan with sad eyes.

"Hey Lix, I wasn't don-"

"I don't care" Felix raised his voice while Chan looked at him confused.

"Lix-"

"You're overworking yourself again even when I told you not to, you still keep doing it and it hurts me to see you like that Channie" Felix said, starting to cry, making Chan feel guilty, he hates to see his baby crying.

"Baby don't cry, it will be oka-"

"No it won't! Everyone know how you overwork yourself every damn day. You're always coming to bed late at night. I miss you, I miss the way you're holding me while I'm sleeping, I miss you're hugs and kisses... I miss all of that so much. I always feel scared when you're not beside me at night... It's been almost a month since we last went on a date. I barely see you now, you're always in your studio. It makes me feel like I'm not a good boyfriend to you and that you deserve someone better then me..." Felix is now fully crying, Chan tearing up himself. He pulled Felix in his lap and hugged him close, rubbing his back. Felix already hugging back and crying in Chan's neck.

"Shhh baby it will be okay, shhh... everything is okay, I'm here." Chan soothingly said trying to calm down the boy.

After few minutes with Chan rubbing his back and pecking his cheeks, boy calmed down still snifling. Chan pulled him away from his neck holding his cheeks.

"Baby why you never told me you feel this way? You know it makes me sad when you keep things to yourself." Chan said sadly looking into his eyes.

"E-even if I-I tried... I know I c-can't separ-rate you fro-om work-king" He said tearing up again.

"Baby, I know it's hard sometimes but if you told me sooner I would leave everything I was doing and come to you, you know I always put you first, right?"

Felix just nodded, keeping his head down. Chan grabbed his chin pulling him in a sweet kiss, which Felix immediately returned back, placing his arms around Chan's neck and Chan placing his arms around Felix's waist pulling him even closer.

After few minutes of them sharing sweet kisses, they pulled away to catch their breath. Chan smiled softly placing his forehead agains Felix's.

"If you ever feel this way again I want you to tell me, okay? I hate to see my baby cry. Also don't ever think that you're not good boyfriend or I don't deserve you, that's not true because I can't live without you, you're my everything, my soulmate, and I'm glad I have you and members in my life okay? I love you so much baby."

"I love you too Channie." Felix smiled before Chan pecked his lips again smiling.

Sudenly Chan stood up causing Felix to yelp and wrap his legs around Chan's waist so he won't fall.

"Channie where are we going?"

"To bed, where else?" Felix smiled and hide his face in Chan's neck. Reaching their bedroom Chan placed Felix on his side of bed before going to his side getting on bed.

"Come here." Chan opened his arms and Felix immediately slid closer to Chan laying his head on Chan's chest, Chan hugging his waist and rubbing his back.

"Good night Channie." Felix said already half asleep.

"Good night my love." Chan said placing a kiss on Felix's forehead before falling asleep himself.