𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑥 𝑂𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠

8. I'm not gonna leave you behind...

"Congratulations! Stray Kids will debut as 7."

Felix felt his heart drop. He didn't made it, he was not good enough, he was a bad dancer and singer, he could practise more and then he could make it, but he didn't.

He just wanted to cry at this moment. He turned to his members to see something he wasn't expecting.

All of them were hugging each other and were smiling widely, no one even looked at Felix, it was like he doesn't exist.

T-they're not sad t-that I didn't make it?

He saw Chan walking towards him with a kinda angry look on his face. He never saw that look on Chan before.

"C-channie hyung....?" He said when older stopped in front of him and crossed his arms.

"You should leave the stage Felix." He said kinda annoyed confusing the younger one.

"W-what?" Felix said already starting to cry again.

"I said you should leave, are you deaf? You're already the weakest one among us and we don't want people like you." Chan said angrily making Felix a little bit scared, he never saw Chan this mad.

"C-channie hyung w-what a-are you talking a-abo-"

"I'm telling you Felix, you need to leave! We don't want you in our group! You can't dance, you can't sing, you can't even rap! You're not good enough to be an idol!" Chan yelled at the younger, Felix's eyes widened and he fell on his knees.

"N-no, no, no, no. Please s-stop saying t-that...." He covered his ears and closed his eyes and continued to cry, his whole body shaking from fear.

"Please Felix, leave. Now!" Chan said pointing to the backstage.

"N-no Chan, please.... don't l-leave m-me...."

"Felix I'm not gonna say it again. Leave, now!" He turned around and walked back to his members, not turning around to look at Felix.

After Chan and members lefted all lights turned off, only one that was right above Felix.

Felix just continued to cry, he can't believe he didn't make it, but most importantly he can't believe Chan and members lefted him all alone.

"P-please...."

Suddenly he felt someone shake him, but he was so scared to open his eyes and just continued to cry while mumbling to himself.

"Please s-stop."

"Felix."

"N-no...."

"Lix, open your eyes. Lix!"

He opened his eyes and saw that he was on the bed looking at the ceiling. He looked at his side and saw worried looking Chan already staring at him.

"Channie?"

"Lixie? Baby are you okay?" Chan asked placing his palm on younger's cheek.

"C-channie!" He bursted into tears, hiding his face in Chan's chest.

Chan picked him up and placed him in his lap, hugging him and rubing his back while wispering soothing words in his ear trying to calm him down.

After few minutes Felix calmed down but was still sniffing. Chan pulled Felix away from his chest and kissed his nose, smiling softly while looking in his eyes.

"Are you okay now?"

"Y-yes..."

"Okay good. Did you had another nightmare?" Chan asked while watching Felix who just nodded his head.

"Can you tell me what happend in your nightmare?"

And Felix told him everything that happend. At the end he started to cry once again making Chan worry, he hates to see his baby cry.

Lixie....

He hates the fact that Felix would still have nightmares about his elimination, it always breaks his heart.

"Lix I need you to listen to me, okay?" Chan lifted his head wipping his tears with his thumbs.

Felix just nodded his head looking at the older with sad eyes.

"Lix I want you to know nothing is true what happend in your dream okay? You're the most talented person I know." Chan said softly caressing his cheeks.

"I can watch you dance all day and night, your dancing is beautiful and you can do some moves that other members can't do, your dance is special." Chan said making Felix blush a little.

"Channie...."

"Your voice, God your voice is something so special. The way you can go deep with your voice but also really really high is something adorable.....but also hot." Chan winked causing Felix to giggle a little bit.

"When you sing I'm always thinking I'm in heaven because I believe that's how angel's voice sound because you are a angel... you're my angel." He smiled softly pulling Felix in a kiss.

Felix smiled and placed his arms around Chan's neck trying to pull himself even closer to Chan, while older's hand were on his waist, holding him close.

"And just like I said back then, I'm not gonna leave you behind. Ever, you belong with me baby, and I'm sure you know that." Chan said when he pulled away from Felix's lips and then pulled him in another one.

Felix smiled happily kissing him back. And once again they were in their own world, not caring about anything, focusing only on each other.

"I love you Lixie."

"I love you too Channie."

They continued to kiss each other for some time and then laid back down to cuddle. They fell asleep in each other arms. Felix slept peacefully without any nightmares, knowing that the love of his life is right next to him.

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Hi everyone! I'm sorry I didn't updated in a while I was busy with my school and had a really bad week :(

Today was also a really bad day, I had a panic attack while I was in school and I hated it, but I think I'm okay now.

I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter and you like my book. :)

And once again I'm sorry for not updating in a while.♡