𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑥 𝑂𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠

13. Hold on, I still need you....

"Hyung? Please can you eat something, please?" Minho asked with concern while looking at his hyung.

"Min.... I *sigh* I just want t-to be alone... please..." he mummbled looking at the floor, dried tears on his cheeks.

"But hyung-"

"Minho. Please" Chan looked up at Minho sadly, looking like he will start to cry again soon.

"Okay hyung... please take care of yourself" and with that being said, Minho lefted the house, leaving Chan alone.

After few minutes passed Chan started to cry again but this time he was also screaming. He pulled at his hair and looked at the mirror in front of him, soon he punched it causing it to break in pieces.

"WHY?! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?" He screamed and pulled his hair again. He feel on the floor and continued to cry.

"Lixie..... I miss you... please... I want you back.... I need you back..." he mumbled crying in his hands.

*Five hours before*

"Baby? Are you done? We need to go!" Chan yelled while fixing his hair in the mirror.

"Yes Channie! I'm almost done!" Felix yelled from the bathroom.

Today they planned to go out for a dinner and then they'll go to walk around the park. What Felix didn't know is that Chan planned a little surprise for him in a park.

But no one knew God had other plans for them....

Shortly after Felix come out the bathroom beautiful as ever and stood in front of Chan with the biggest smile in his face.

"I'm ready to go Channie" he smiled and placed his hands around Chan's waist, looking up at the older.

"You look beautiful Baby" Chan said looking at him lovingly. Felix giggled and leaned up to place a kiss on Chan's lips.

"Let's go Baby" Chan took a hold of Felix's hand and they headed out the house.

They enjoyed the dinner and had a great time together as always, happy to spend their time with each other. After the dinner they decided to walk around the city a little bit, Chan's left hand around Felix's waist.

They saw that the street is little crowded but they just ignored it. They saw one man running past them and he pushed few people away and they collided with Chan and pushed him to the left side closer to the road.

"Hey! You ass! Watch how you walk!" He yelled and raised his arms in the air. He sighed but he realised Felix wasn't beside him and suddenly there was a loud sound behind him and a car honks.

He turned around to look for Felix but when he turned around he felt his heart broke.... on the road was Felix lying down, blood dripping from his forehead.... lying there unconscious..

"FELIX!" he yelled and runned to the boy, lifting him in his arms, checking his puls which was really weak.

"SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE PLEASE!" he yelled and looked around at people who were watching. He saw the person who was driving a car that hitted Felix pulled his phone out and called an ambulance.

"They are on their way, they should be here soon" the man said but Chan just ignored it, looking at Felix's face. He cried while holding him, he felt his body is becoming colder and colder.

"Please.. Lixie.... Stay with me... don't leave me alone...." he cried and just continued to hold him. After few minutes ambulance came and they rushed with Felix to the hospital but....

It was already too late.....

"I'm sorry but your husband didn't make it. We tried our best to save him but it was too late. We're sorry for your loss." The doctor said and lefted, leaving Chan and their friends, who rushed to the hospital when tjey heard what happend, in total shock.

At those words Chan felt his world just crushed, he didn't beliebe it, he didn't want to believe. He fell on his knees and started to scream and cry while punching the floor. Minho and Changbin grabbed him and placed him on the chair.

"This... this can't be real... please...... I can't... live without... him..." he cried out while Minho and Changbin tried to calm him down.

Felix's friends were there as well, Jisung on his knees crying while Hyunjin tried to calm him, he himself crying. And there were Seungmin and Jeongin who were hugging each other while crying.

*2 days later*

Two days already passed and Chan felt like he'll die any second. He wasn't eating or sleeping, he was just sitting on their bed crying his heart out.

His friends tried to make him eat something but Chan just stayed quiet or tells them to leave him alone. He still can't believe his sunshine, his love, his world, his happiness, his husband isn't with him anymore.

He couldn't bare that pain anymore, his heart and eyes hurt so much. He wipped his tears away and stood up, he grabbed his car keys and he lefted the house, but not before he sended Minho a message.

Hey Min!
I... I can't do this anymore... I can't live without him.. nothing is the same.... so I decided... I'll go and join him.... I'm gonna see him soon... but I'll aks you for one thing... that is also my last and only wish... please took good care of our friends and tell them I love them so much and I'll miss them...
Also tell my parents I love them and not to fell sad for so long and not to cry so much... I'm proud to be their son... so please look after them as well.....
For you Minho.... you're the best person someone can have as their friend and I'm really glad I met you..... Thank you for always being there for me... I really appreciate it... so thank you my friend... I'll miss you....
Now, I'm going to see my love.
Goodbye Min.♡

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Chan drove to the one place he used to go with Felix. As soon as he arrived the memories started to came to his mind.

He turned his car off and just sat there remembering all those happy moments he had with his love.

After few minutes passed he opened the door and got out of the car, placing the car keys on the top of the car.

He walked closer to the end of the cliff and stood there. Tears started to fall from his eyes.

He spread his arms and smiled sadly.

"I'm coming to you my love.... Wait just a bit more Lix, we'll be together again really soon..."

And with that being said, he leaned forward.... falling off the cliff.... joining the love of his life....

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I'm sorry :((

I cried my heart out while writting this, I'm sorry if I made anyone cry :(

I hope you enjoyed the xhapter even tho it was a sad one....

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