A little change is good (On Hold)

Chapter 12 : Drama queen

I reached my dorm and Niall kept asking me questions but I ignored and went into a peaceful sleep dreaming about Harry. My Harry.
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LOUIS POV

Next day I woke up with a Niall snoring too loud with food all over him. Typical Niall. I got up and went to the shower and got ready. Just put on some casual oversized hoodie and black sweatpants.

I got out to see Niall still snoring and I woke him up as his class was in half an hour, it was just how Ni is. Never does assignment,never on time and always eating. TYPICAL.
"IRELAND YOU HAVE FIVE MINUTES BEFORE CLASS!" I exclaimed and he jolted up and started frantically getting ready.

I just chuckled and left the dorm to cafeteria. I went to check the breakfast and found  some mashed potatoes and toast. Why does schools don't have good food? These potatoes look like they came straight of Elizabethan times and the toast are rock hard. Eh whatever. I picked the food and sat on the table with Li and Z.  Yes we're the cliché ones with cringe nicknames. So what? I finished the food and had a good convo with the lads and Niall joined us looking exhausted as ever. We bid our goodbyes and me and Ni left for our lockers for books. We reached there and I saw the beauty Greek  God Harold himself standing at our lockers. Aww he's waiting for us. HOW STINKING CUTE.

"Hey Haz, thanks for waiting for me, how are ya this morning?" I said. He looks so cute with the little artist cap on his head. "Um Lou since you didn't know this one is Harold's locker next to yours so he wasn't waiting for you he was waiting for me as we have English together. Now shoo-shoo Lou-Lou" Niall replied and I was so excited that Harry's locker is just next to mine. OMG! But Niall just ruined the mood by saying he wasn't waiting for me! Anyways, Harold's locker is next to mine! Yay!!
"Way to spoil the mood Haz, now I just look dumb. And Ni I swear your bum will kicked next time you call me that! But I'm  glad you have your locker beside us Haz." I replied jokingly and pinching his cheek once before I left for drama.

Yes I'm a drama queen and acting was something I'm just good at so I have that as a plus point. But I'm more focused on footie as we have tryouts next day and I really hope me Haz and Liam make the team. The Evening practices are going great and I really enjoy my time with Harry. After what happened a few days ago you expect us to be awkward but it's completely normal as we both have mutual feelings. We haven't talked about anything as neither of us is ready to have that chat yet. We're just aware of each other I guess. I don't how long that'll last. But anyways *sighs for emotion*.

Rest of the went by normal. I attended the classes as usual and got the dorm to feast and did some pending assignments. I went to footie practice and came back and watched some shit rom-coms with Niall and headed to sleep early. Tomorrow was an important day and I need to get my beauty sleep. Thanks but no one asked. Yes I do need beauty sleep now shoo and let me dream about Harry while you go and read some fanfic or something. Yes you the reader now leave.

Harry's POV

"Uhh Niall leave me alone!" I had came to meet Louis but he had gone to his lecture so I was waiting with Niall and I started overthinking and had a panic attack and locked myself up in his bathroom. I was sitting in his bathroom crying. Just thinking about a lot of things in the past. I'm going to come out and say it. In my previous school
Kids bullied me for being different, for being myself, for loving someone of the same gender, for dressing a bit odd, for being weak, for everything they use to make fun of me. Everything. I came out to Gemma first. I knew I could trust her with my whole life,

Flashback

"Haz where are you?" Gemma called from downstairs. Oh no I need to stop crying. I was in the shower crying as I couldn't help it. I'm weak, pathetic and useless person. "Haz why are you crying? What happened I promise I won't bust you I'd have done anything wrong.." She said and I just chuckled. "No I did something worse, I like someone.."

I said. "What wrong in that small bro?" She asked slightly confused.
"A boy. Ashton to be exact. I sorry I'm such an disgrace in the family and an awful chi-"
"Shut up! You talk too much. Now listen here shithead, you have absolutely every right to love anyone. Doesn't matter boy or girl, cactus or alpacas, you get that?" She said making me laugh at her stupidity. "I'm also very proud that I'm the first you ever came out too bro!" She said and hugged me close. "Thanks a lot gems you know don't how much this means to me." I said and tears streaming down my face.

End of flashback..

My mum and dad or stepdad Robin were also very supportive of me.. I appreciated my family so much.. I still love all them to death. Thinking about it now makes me realise how lucky I was. Everything was good until I met Ashton and that changed my life. But a little change is good. I realise that now. But that's a story for another time..suddenly Niall jolted the bathroom and started screaming. I was in his dorm and I just couldn't control my feelings. "Harold what the hell happened Oh my god!" Niall said and hugged me close. "I'm sorry for causing a scene I didn't mean to-" I was cut off with hand slamming to my face with great pressure. "You! Shut up.. You know how worried I was? Imagine having your best friend crying and locking himself in the your bathroom! You dingus! I was so worried shithead!! What happened?!" He said with tears.

And then I told him. Everything. I knew I could trust Niall with my life. I knew I won't regret this and honestly talking to him made me feel better about everything. I was scared to like someone again after-after Ashton.. But Niall made me realise it's okay..
"I think I feel much better now Niall thanks a lot I don't how to repay you, also can u pls not tell Louis about our conversation..I want to do it myself someday..just not ready yet but I know I will one day.." I said my voice low and filled with guilt. "That's completely understandable Haz and I'm proud that you admit you will talk to him one day..don't worry your secret is safe with me.. Also Nando's work. If your free?" He said making me chuckle. We got up and had a good talk on our way to Nando's.

I'm happy today. Good for me. Is this clam before the storm? Probably.

A/N

Hey hey!! So I have got some amazing ideas for this fic but I just don't have the time to write..busy bee I am..

HARRYS HOUSE is the best album in history. Change my mind.
Everyday a new song is stuck in my head..!

I'm so excited for his tour and the ONO concerts were amazing.....!!!

Also anyone who just absolutely loves and hates stranger things at the same time??