five stages of grief•ziall

2nd stage•anger .1

"We didn't even fucking said that."

Niall scrunches up his teeth, anger flowing through his whole body.

"Ni-"

"No! No, no, no no. Please Liam, just... Stay away from me for a while."

"But Niall-"

"Stop. Fucking stop it."

Niall stands up from his seat and walks over to the ceiling-to-floor window of Louis' hotel room. Louis all called them to come over saying he saw something on the net. It's the Facebook post of the official Facebook account of their boy band.

It's an official announcement- Zayn leaving the band.

Yes, everything's official now.

Everything is fucking official.

"I told him that."

Niall quickly turns around that he almost lost his balance. "What?!"

"Niall you should hear-"

"So he told you?!"

Liam gulps several times. "What?"

"He talked to you, am I right Liam?"

Liam's head hangs low and he gives a small nod.

"Fuck... FUCK! He talked to you too Louis and Harry, right?" He asks the other two but Harry just continues to cry and Louis turns his head away, making Niall's blood curl of anger. "Fucking talk to me!"

Liam walks towards him but he steps back and pointed his finger at Liam in a warning, "Take one more step and God knows what I might do Liam."

"Niall, you should understand Z-"

"Shut up Louis! I waited for him to call didn't I? I never gave up on him, didn't I? For five days, I waited for a call or a text or anything from him but fucking nothing! And now that's what I'll see? A fucking Facebook post saying, saying he wants out of the group? And now I'll found out about him contacting you and you didn't even bother telling me about it!"

"Because he doesn't want us to tell you. He knows how hurt you'll be." Louis explains.

"And do y'all think I'm not hurt right now? That he fucking contacted all of you except me? May I fucking remind you that I'm his boyfriend! Can't he care enough to explain all of this to me?!"

"Niall... Niall, I don't know. You tell us, why Niall?" Louis asks, his voice full of exhaustion.

Niall shakes his head vigorously and walks out of the room. 

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i just realized i made a giant plot-hole on the latest chapter i'm writing so i re-wrote it. i also came across a couple of ziall vids and i thought it's quite unfair how i'm the only one having so much feels right now that's why i decided that i'm gonna write something that'll include all those moments in those vids. look out for the next parts.