Harsh words
Storm through my mind
As if in a daze
I spit it out aloud.
I didn't mean it
But
In my mind
I know I did.
Guilt seen through
Every single expression I make,
I don't want you
To forgive me,
I want you to say
Some heart piercing words back
So I don't
Feel guilty anymore.
I am selfish
I spit out rude nonsense
But still ask
For them
To get rid of the guilt
That comes with.
What was I
Even arguing about
Was it about the subject
Or my everlasting ego?
Confidence lacing
Through every one of my words;
'What do you know,
I was here more
I know better'
Disgusting thoughts
I can't resist
Rush through my mind
Like a dam that's broken.
Am I the only one?
Am I really that bad?
The words I could not utter
Because of the
Petty pride I carried around,
I'll say it now
I'll say it if it happens again
I am sorry
I really am sorry
I don't wish for your forgiveness
Because I deserve
Your contempt,
I am sorry.
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Comfort Words
PoetryI wrote these poems thinking about my past thoughts, new thoughts, my worries, my feelings and my imagination. This poetry was made to comfort people saying that everyone has irrational hopes, useless worries, foolish thoughts, wierd fanta...
