i keep swimming in rose petals
dancing in changing light
until the lights dim again and
emptiness takes over the night
my lungs are hooked on your perfume
saying never set me free
pressured to not look beyond
what i can already see
your presence hits me
bites right into my senses
and nobody dares to witness
how you trespass my defenses
your words glued to my memory
making the voids greater
i allowed it to happen
i haven't thought about later
i didn't have a goal for so long
