PHOEBE's POV
I don't know why I'm like this. Alam ko nasaktan ako. But my feelings are still here like nothing happens. Yung feeling na, they cheated on me pero alam kong mahal ako ni Rap. na totoo yung sinasabi niya though, ginagawa niya pa rin yun.
Yeah, sabihin na nating naipit siya. Pero bakit hindi niya na lang sakin sinabi? I mean hindi niya inamin sakin. Yung tipong walang tinatago.
He keeps on calling me... He wants me to move again to his condo.... Ganun ganun na lang ba yun?
I don't know what to say anymore. Nawalan ako ng gana sa lahat. I just need more time? Or attention or what. I don't know. I just know I did my part.
"Phoebe, nasa baba nga pala si Rap." Ate Azel
"Ahm. Wala pa kong balak kausapin siya. Can you tell him, wala ako. Please."
"Ok, sige."
Nakikita ko si Rap. Nasa taas kasi ako. Nakikita ko sa mga mata niya na sobrang nalukungkot siya.
"Please tell her, I'll do everything. Thank you." Rap
I love you, Rap.
After a week again.
I realized that it is hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when you heart still does. Right?
I want to shop. Uhm. I'm gonna go to mall ALONE. Omg. Alone.
Dati kasama ko yung girls. Kung hindi man sila, si Rap. or Saab ALONE. But many things changed. Hindi na siya tulad ng dati. Uhm
Nagpunta na ko sa mall. And i just miss Ralphe. What just did I say? Ralphe? Hahahaha di ako sanay.
Omg. Is that Ralphe?! Some girls are trying to flirt him huh! Wtf bitches
"Hey, girls any problem with my boyfriend?" Me
"Ay may girlfriend pala."
"Ay, sorry."
"Omg. Sorry Phoebe."
"Let's go babe. ;)" Me to Rap
Alam kong nagulat si Rap dun. Kasi naman may mga girls na lumalandi sakanya. And omg. I saw him SMILING again.
I really missed his SMILE. You know this feeling? Yung parang walang nangyaring masama dati? OMG. Sobrang saya!
"Babe.... Was that true?" Rap
"No! Acting lang yun!"
Hinug niya ko ng super TIGHT. And napa-smile ako. At kiniss ko talaga siya. Sa mall. Wala akong pakealam sa mga taong nakapaligid samin. Nagmamahalan kami.
"I really missed you so much babe. You know what....----" Siya
"You know what babe, Ayoko ng marinig yung sa kung ano man yung nangyari.... Kinalimutan ko na yun..... I love you." Ako
"I'm sorry babe. I love you so much :*" Siya
"Babe, I want you to meet my family personally and so I am with your family." Rap
"Wow, I'd like that too babe. Uhm. Can we sit muna? Kasi I'm so tired na eh."
"Aw sorry babe."
"Uhm. Kaw ha! Siguro kung hindi pa ko dumating makikipaglandian ka na dun sa isang chick! Kamukha ni Saab eh, hahahahaha!"
"Pweh! Wag mong ibahin yung usapan! Kailangan na kong makilala ng parents mo. At makikilala ka na din ng parents ko!!! :D"
Gusto niyang makilala na siya ng parents ko? Eh. It only means lang na I need to talk to my mom and dad? Uhm. Pwede rin. Siguro si Rap na yung key para maging ok kami ng family ko. Right? :))))
