Hellevator ~ Felix x Stray Kids

part fifteen

(a/n: tw: this chapter contains abuse, rape, attempted murder, murder of the bad guy, a gun, and forced starvation. read at your own risk.)

"it's obvious we don't need him, chan. he's just holding us back." felix overheard hyunjin say to their leader. his heart sank. he knew he shouldn't eavesdrop, but he couldn't help it.

"i know you're right, jinnie, but i just can't find the guts to tell him that he needs to go, for real this time. and besides why are we even dating him now? we all know we fell out of love with him." okay that hurt even more. felix bit his bottom lip to keep himself from crying. 

"jinnie? channie hyung? i think i figured out a way to tell him that we no longer need him." felix heard changbin say. "oh really? do tell, cause we really need to tell yongbok that he's no longer welcome here, and that all he's doing is causing trouble."

felix couldn't take anymore and walked away. the whole time he was walking, he let out silent sniffles. once he made it out of the company, he turned around and looked at it one last time before jogging back to his place. 

once felix got back to his place, he packed a bag and wrote a letter for whoever finds it. 

'to whoever finds this,
i hope you got your wish. i overheard everything jinnie, channie, and binnie hyung said. i'll be out of your hair. and by the time you come back, i'll already be gone. don't  bother looking for me, if you care. i don't wanna be found. and no, i will not be going to Australia this time. that's too easy. i wont be telling you where i'm going. have fun being a group without me. goodbye.

~ lee yongbok.'

once felix finished his note, he folded it up, and placed it on the coffee table before walking out of the dorm, and leaving to his destination. he wanted to be far away from them. but first he had to terminate his contract. he walked back to the jyp building and walked up to the CEO's office, who already had the termination letter ready for him.

which, also, hurt like a bitch. once felix got that cleared, he grabbed his bag and walked out of jyp for good. why would he stay where he's not needed? after walking for awhile, felix had to go get some food. he somehow managed to end up in a small town where no one even heard of stray kids. 'i think i'll stay here.' felix walked into a small cafe and ordered a tea and a muffin to eat until he found a house to move into.

he walked over to a secluded table and sat down before looking at his phone, which contained pictures of the whole group. he sighed and whispered, "what did i do to make them say all of that about me? i made them meals, baked them brownies, shared my affection between them equally. why.... why.... why do they not care anymore...."

a waitress brought him his stuff and smiled sadly, watching as the small boy tried so hard not to cry in the middle of the cafe. felix heard his plate be put down and looked up at the burger that sat next to his muffin, "im sorry... but i didn't order the burger.." felix had mumbled, confused.

the waitress looked at him, "its on the house, i noticed you looked really upset, and had the cook make a burger for you. do you mind if i sit?" felix shrugged and drank his tea while looking out the window. the waitress bit her lip before decided to ask, "if you dont mind me asking... are you okay?" felix shrugged, "just had my heart be rip to shreds by the ones i love. i'll be fine though." 

the kind waitress, aria, pouted. she felt bad for the young boy. but what could she do for a guy that is now no longer protected from the mafia? leaving stray kids meant he'd no longer have their protection, or watch as they fought over who got to cuddle him..