Lonely nights

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Hi!.This will be in Erens POV.Please enjoy!
I made this while I was really bored💀

Eren's POV

I left Y/ns apartment and started to walk to my car.When I got outside I saw that it was night and raining.I ran over to my car trying to not get wet by the rain.I sat down in my car and started driving home.I really didn't want to be alone tonight.Since Mikasa has been pushing me away lately,I've been really lonely.I felt the happiest I've felt in a long time with Y/n today.The whole time I was driving home I was thinking about Y/n.Once I got into my apartment I walked into my room.

When I got in my room I saw that Armin wasn't home.It makes sense now,Sasha was right.I do think something is up with them.Both of them always make last minute excuses at the same time.Mikasa was pushing me away and Armin was pushing Y/n away.Y/n was also right,I really did want to deny the fact that Mikasa might be cheating me.While all the thoughts were flooding my head.I suddenly saw something on the floor sticking out from under Armin's bed.I walk over and pick it up.It was Mikasa's bra,I know it's hers because this is her favorite bra.The one I got her.While looking at it I suddenly heard the front the door open.I panic and throw the bra back under Armin's bed.I stand up from my squat and rush over to bed.Pretending like I was making it up.I see Armin walk in.I smelled alcohol from him.But he wasn't drunk,he was one of those people that were hard to get drunk.I could tell that his was a little tipsy tho."Oh hi Eren."Armin says while looking at me,then walking over to his bed and falling face first on it."You know if you don't have feelings for Y/n anymore you should just break up with her,the longer you stay with her the harder it will be for her to let you go."I say while looking at him.He the turns his head to look at me"Why do you care?Your not even dating her?"He says coldly to me."I care about her because she's my friend and I wouldn't treat someone like that."I say coldly back to him."Eren you've been acting different lately we've barely been acting liking friends."He says to me.I chuckle at him "Armin I'm the different,you are.Go to sleep we have classes tomorrow."I say to him while walking to get clothes to take a shower."Make sure to shower in the morning too Armin."I say while walking into the bathroom."yeah,yeah whatever." I hear Armin mutter.When I get in the bathroom I start the shower.I took my shirt off and then pulled my hair out of the messy ponytail it's been in all day.I look at myself in the mirror.You couldn't even keep the person you love most.The person you love most loves someone else.I said to myself in my head while a tear escaped my eye.I then removed the rest of clothes and stepped into the shower.I stood in the shower for a little.I looked down and saw the water trickle smoothly down my abs.I looked back up.I had so many sexual frustrations built up.Me and Mikasa haven't had sex in a long time even so,the last we did have sex I could tell she wasn't passionate like how she used to be and I haven't touched myself in a long time.I thought of touching myself.I brushed the thought off,knowing that I need to shower.I started to shower.


Once got done washing my body and hair.I grabbed a towel and dried my body.I then put on my underwear and my sweat pants on.I didn't worry about a shirt,I normally don't sleep with a shirt on.I washed my face in the sink and brushed my teeth.


I walked out of the bathroom and headed to my bed and layed down.I got comfortable under my blanket's,then turned to my side table and grabbed my phone.I went to the messages app.I clicked on Mikasa's contact

10:44pm Monday.
Eren:Mikasa I love you.I hope you sleep well.I'll see you tomorrow<3

I waited a few seconds she didn't respond.She must already be asleep.I grabbed my headphones and went onto tiktok.After probably 30 minutes of scrolling on tiktok.I put my phone up feeling tired.I turned onto my side seeing Armin's back facing me from his bed."I love you Mikasa."I say quietly to myself.I then slowly close my eyes drifting to sleep.


That's the end of chapter 4!I know it's a bit shorter than other chapters but I felt there should be some Eren POV in the story.Sorry for any Sperling or grammar errors.Anyways have a gear day/night!

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