ZDMN OS, TS & FS BOOK

1. NEVER LOOSE YOUR HOPE...!!!

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It's been two months to Karan's untimely demise. He has left a void in everyone's heart. Monami has turned into a robot after loosing Karan. Since that incident, she never talked unless spoken to. Never smiled at anyone. Never cried because she promised Karan, not to cry over his death.

All the others were also affected by his abrupt departure. The trainees have turned all serious and never joked around like before. When they got to know that Karan never burnned their precious things but he wanted to teach them a meaningful and a very important lesson, they were feeling very overwhelmed and the respect and love for their Karan Sir, increased very much, in their hearts.

Sanju and Faizi somehow have stopped talking to eachother as whenever they talk, they always ends up talking about Karan. It was getting too painful for them.

Sid has seen everyone and he felt so painful to see them like this and especially Monami. He knew that she needs to get this whole thing out of her system so that she can move on further in her life without any regrets, any fear, any hesitations and with a hope in her heart that everything will fall back to it's rightful place.

It was after dinner. Monami always used to go to the gym area after that incident and Sid knew about it so, he decided to talk to her there. After dinner, he went to the gym area and as expected, Monami was there only. He went near her slowly and saw her sitting near a treadmill with Karan's red jacket in her hands.

She was sitting there, hugging Karan's red jacket and was crying silently. Seeing this, Sid closed his eyes momentarily, out of pain but he has decided that it was enough torture. He knew that he can't describe the feeling that Monami is feeling right now but he has to do something that can help her vent out her hidden pain. He sat beside her and said...

Sid (Amusingly) - Chalo tu roti to hai, varna mujhe to laga tha ke vo hitler tujhe bhi apni tarah ek aisi insaan banake gya ke jise kuch feel hi nahi hota...!!!

Monami looked at him with a jerk and got up from there. She started to leave from the gym area but Sid again said...

Sid (Amusingly) - Wah yaar...!!! Vo to tujhe ye bhi sikha ke gya hai ke apne emotions se bhagte kaise hai...!!!

Monami stopped there and turned towards Sid in anger but didn't said anything. Sid continued...

Sid - Kya hua? Kuch nahi hai bolne ko ya usne tujhe ye bhi sikha diya ke chup kaise rehte hai???

While walking around her, he said...

Sid (Amusingly) - Wah yaar Monu...!!! Matlab agar vo yaha hota to vo tujhe train karke bilkul apne jaisa bana deta. Professionally bhi aur personally bhi...!!!

Monami was shocked to listen this and looked at Sid angrily. She said...

Monami (In anger) - Tujhe pata bhi hai bro ke tu kya bakwaas kiye ja raha hai? Tu aise kyu baat kar raha hai Karan ke baare me?

Sid (Casually) - Jo sach hai vahi bol raha hu. Vo aisa hi to tha na. Vo tujhse pyaar karta hai ye realise bhi use Faizi ki baaton ki vajah se hua, jab tujhe almost khonewala tha tab hua. Such a dumb guy yaar...!!!

Aur tujhe yaad hai ab bhi ke main tera bro hu? Mujhe laga ab tak to tu bhul bhi chuki hogi. Khair vo jaane de, tujhe ek baat batau... Acha hua ke Karan ab nahi hai varna tujh jaisi kamzor ladki se vo to kya koi pyaar nahi karega. Acha hua mar gya...

And that was it for Monami. She slapped Sid in pure hatred. She said almost shouting...

Monami (In a loud voice) - HOW DARE YOU, SIDDHARTH GANJU...!!! TUMHARI HIMMAT KAISE HUI MERE KARAN KI SHAHADAT KA MAZAAK BANANE KI...!!!

Sid started to laugh after listening this. He said...

Sid - Uski shahadat ka mazaak hum sab bana rahe hai bro, main akela nahi. Karan ne jaate waqt tujhse kya kaha tha ke ek sipahi ki shahadat ka jashn manate hai, shok nahi... Aur hum sab kya kar rahe hai? Matam mana rahe hai, uski maut ka, uski shahadat ka. Ye mazaak nahi hai to aur kya hai? Maana ke sahi me koi jashn nahi manata par proud to feel karte hai na?

(Pointing at her) Apne aap ko dekh tu... Kya thi aur kya ban gayi hai. Karan aisa to nahi chahta hoga na jaate waqt, ke uski Monami, uski tarah jeena hi chhod de, jeena bhul jaye...!!!

And Monami broke down in tears. She sat on her knees while crying badly and Sid wanted that exactly. He wanted Monami to vent all out of her system, once and for all. Monami said...

Monami (Crying bitterly) - To main kya karu, Sid??? Mujhe aisa lag raha hai ke jaise main saans nahi le pa rahi. Jab bhi kuch kar rahi hoti hu to Karan hamesha aankhon ke samne aa jaata hai.

Main pyaar karti hu usse. Aise kaise bhul jau is baat ko aur aage badh jau???

Sid had tears in his eyes seeing her pain. It was like, he can actually feel it. He said...

Sid (Cupping her face) - Karan tera pehla aur sacha pyaar hai, Monu bro...!!! Aur main tujhe, use bhulne ko nahi keh raha par please aise mayus mat ho. Yaad hai na Juhi maa kya kaha karti thi, is profession ke baare me?

Monami - Ke "Military Life" is full of surprises. Is line me kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Hum kisiko bhi pakar kho sakte hai aur shayad khokar pa sakte hai...!!!

Sid (With a little smile) - Exactly bro, don't loose your hope. You're the most positive person I have ever met. Don't loose that. Never loose your hope, kya pata agle hi pal kya ho jay...!!!

Monami (Painfully) - Par Sid, is dard ka main kya karu jo Karan ko kho dene se mujhe mila hai? Is dard ko kaise mitau?

Sid (Smiling a little) - Time, Monu bro... Time de apne aapko aur apne emotions ko but aise nahi ke tu inhe apne andar dabakar rakhe. Bahar nikal inhe, ye negativity tere andar achi nahi lagti. Just remember one thing, ye zindagi hai aur yaha koi bhi miracle ho sakta hai so, NEVER LOOSE YOUR HOPE...!!!

Monami nodded at him with a little smile. Sid hugged her affectionately and Monami returned that hug by tightening it. Let's see, what's the future holds for them all...!!!
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