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Sidharth took a deep breath!
She Just left him that night without saying anything!
He didn’t even know what was his fault! ..
Sidharth's pov:
You said in your letter that I don't love you!.
How can u say that shehnaaz? Everyone knew how much i loved u. I never loved someone the way i loved u.
Forget about everyone, you Just tell me honestly, didn’t I love you? Kya kaami thi mere pyaar mein shehnaaz?
If the thinking came to your mind that I don't love you, then why didn’t u ask me directly?
We always solved our misunderstanding together... Iss baar bhi kar lete. Kyun chor k chali gyi tum mujhe!!
You think I did fake promises? Never... I always did promises because I loved u and i didn’t want to lose you!
I kept the promises Shehnaaz!
I promised that I will keep the diary always with me!
And I kept that. I wrote about us... Our incomplete story.
But guess what? Ye diary taab taak compete nahi hoga jaab taak tum mere life mein wapas nahi aaogi.
What did u think? U will leave me and I will hate u?
I couldn’t hate u shehnaaz! I never can!
Because I loved you way too much, i still do, i will always do!!
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I know you shehnaaz! I know my shehnaaz, my wife who loved me.
Tum mere pyaar pe kabhi shaak kar hi nahi saakte! Naafrat mai tumse kabhi nahi kar saakta!
Par haan naaraj hu. Bohot naaraj hu.
Wo haar ek paal k liye jaab mujhe tumhari jaroorat thi. Wo haar ek paal k liye jaha humari beti tumhe yaad kar k roti Thi.
Narajgi hai, par pyaar usse jada hai. Agar tumhare kaan taak mere dil ki awaaz jaa rahi hai toh laut aao shehnaaz!
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The next morning...
Sid got up and kissed khushi's forhead!
Suddenly his door bell rang. He opened the door and it was niya.
Sid: niya yaar! Kal se wait kar raha tha mai teri...you... You saw shehnaaz? Wo yaha hi hai na? Baata na!
Niya looked Down and said...
Niya: Shehnaaz is.... not here...
Sid : accha toh fir wo kaha milegi?
Niya: wo.. wo....I don't know!
Sid: What do you mean ? You called me and said shehnaaz is here! Didn’t you?
Niya: yes... I know i called you and told you that I saw shehnaaz but...but mujhe... Haan mujhe galatfehmi ho gyi thi..
Sidharth looked at her and then shaked his head.
Sid : You think I will believe you? Shehnaaz ko tumne dekha hai? Am I right?
Niya looked away!
Niya:
nahi sid.
Wo... Mai shehnaaz ko itni saal se dhund Rahi thi.
Toh mujhe bohot baar galatfehmi hoti rehti hai. Bohot ladkiyo ko mai galti se shehnaaz samaj leti hu.
Aur fir paata chalta hai ki wo shehnaaz hai hi nahi.
Aur wo yaha hogi bhi kyun? Ye ek chota sa gao hai..
Shehnaaz ne tumhe chor diya tha. Maybe usko Koi mil gya hai, maybe paiso k liye? Sid, she has moved on!
Why she will be here? Hai na?
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Sid :
You think I am a fool?
You are talking bullshit right now niya!
Tum shehnaaz ko acche se jaanti ho. Wo lalchi nahi hai...
She fucking loved me, not my money!!! Intact jaab mai usko expensive gift deta tha wo khush nahi hoti thi.
Uske liye choti choti cheeze Bohot matter karti thi...
So stop saying baseless things and tell me the truth..
Is she here?
Niya looked Down and then directly looked at him...
Niya :
Listen sid....
I know you loved her.. Tumhare jagah koi aur hota aur usko uski biwi aise chor k chali jaati, toh wo obviously apne biwi se naafrat karta!
Tum shehnaaz ko naafrat nahi karte. Good! Bohot bada dil hai tumhara!
But ye maat bhulo ki wo tumhare beti ko janam de k hi gayeb ho gyi thi. She didn’t even think about her child.
Agar wo itni hi acchi hoti toh aise misunderstand nahi karti tumhe!
Tumhare saath baat kar k saab kuch solve Kerne ki kosish karti..
Aise ek letter likh k, good bye likh k kyun chali gyi wo?
Hai koi jawaab tumhare paas?
Wo issliye chali gyi kyun ki uska maan bhar gya hoga tumse! Aab tum bhi move on kar lo..
Apni beti ki life kharab maat karo sid. She needs a mom!
Yaha se chale jao or life mein move on karo!!
Saying all this, Niya left while sidharth stood there with a poker face!
Sid :
Mera dil kehta hai ki mere shehnaaz ne mujse saccha pyaar kiya hai.
Wo kabhi bhi mujhe dhoka nahi de saakti...
People think I can move on so easily? How? I can never replace my wife! shehnaaz is my wife!
Nobody can take her place and I can't love anybody else!
I am not understanding why niya is speaking shit about shehnaaz?
She never behaved so weirdly!
Something is really fishy! I need to find out everything!
Mera dil kehta hai yaha meri shehnaaz hai. I am getting a positive vibe everywhere!!
Mai yaha se taab hi jaunga jaab mere dil ko lage gaa ki shehnaaz yaha nahi hai.
And I will have to find out the secret behind niya's behaviour!!
I need to find out Where she saw shehnaaz and why she is lying now?
Mere shehnaaz ko wapas laane k liye mai kuch bhi kar saakta hu..
I know the game is tough!
I will have to do everything perfectly...
I can't miss even a single proof which can help me to find my shehnaaz!!
It is going to be very difficult, Very very difficult...
But Sidharth Shukla plays to win!🔥
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