Louis is standing on the ledge looking over the skyline, he was on the roof of a 100-floor tall building. It's really peaceful he thinks, too peaceful even he just wants to stay like that all the time. He hears the roof door open behind him, he doesn't have to turn to know who it is, it's always him.
"I know what your going to say hazza but I can't hear it again. Just let me go please"
"Stop it angel please I need you. I need you here with me. I can't live without you"
Louis forces himself to turn around on the ledge even though he knows how painful seeing each other's faces would be. He was right the second he sees Harry's face the pit in his stomach falls deeper, he didn't think that was even possible.
He knew his face looked the same and harry felt the same sting he just felt, his expression making it even more evident. He hated himself even more now. He's hurting harry, no one gets to do that. Harry doesn't deserve this harry doesn't deserve to waste his life for someone like Louis someone useless someone worthless.
"I know you think that harry but you don't, you'll find someone else, someone better someone who deserves you and someone you deserve. Someone who wouldn't hurt you by hurting themselves" his eyes wander down to his wrist, covered with scars, but that pain isn't enough. I need more I deserve more, he thinks.
"Lou baby you're so much more than whoever you're imagining, there's no one more perfect than you, I love you so much baby please just come down, you deserve happiness" Harry steps further slowly afraid of spooking the older lad.
Louis opens his mouth to say something but closes it staring into Harry's eyes with teary dead but somehow filled with love eyes.
"I love you too baby, but I'm sorry" his voice struggling to come out so faint that if harry hadn't been giving his entire attention to him he would have missed it
Louis falls back his body losing all weight.
Harry runs towards him crying, shouting "Louis" he screams the word muffled by his cries.
Louis falls on the floor his body unable to function, he loses all consciousness and emotion in front of him just blackness and the emptiness of losing his lifeline.
then, Harry goes with him. with one final 'i love you'
