Gotta get Away (An After Death Side Story) (Completed)

匚卄卂卩ㄒ乇尺 ２(Feels like Falling)

匚卄卂卩ㄒ乇尺　２： 千乇乇ㄥ丂　ㄥ丨Ҝ乇　千卂ㄥㄥ丨几Ꮆ

尺ㄩᗪㄖㄥ卩卄　卂ㄥ丨几丂Ҝㄚ

乇丂ㄒ丨爪卂ㄒ乇ᗪ，　卂卩尺丨ㄥ　２０２５

卂乃ㄖㄩㄒ　３５　爪ㄖ几ㄒ卄丂　卂千ㄒ乇尺　ㄖㄩㄒ乃尺乇卂Ҝ

匚卂ㄥ丨千ㄖ尺几丨卂

丂乇卂丂ㄖ几　１

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We pulled off of the road somewhere in practically the middle of no where. You could tell it was still California by the feel of the humid air. I carried Airianna as we went to have lunch under the trees in the shade, Juna ran in front of me, excited to finally get out of the car. To her, this was just a road trip. I knew to Airianna it meant more. I know now that it was wrong of me to take her from her home like that. She was powerless to even run away, I practically kidnapped her. I just needed a break. I needed to be in a place where her safety was only in my hands and no one else's. 

We ate canned beans like we had been for the past three days. I tried to encourage Airianna to eat her meal but she refused. It brought back memories of our time after Loveland, before The Circus. Bittersweet memories. 

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卂丨尺丨卂几几卂　卂ㄥ丨几丂Ҝㄚ

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Evelyn had me on oxycodone for the pain but we were out of that now, Dad hadn't brought much with in fear that I might end up becoming addicted. Being without the painkillers made everything feel so much slower, like every step I tried to take or every breath of air that went through my lungs took years. I lost my sense of time and the whole world became a blur. I wonder how many times I ended up passing out or if I instead just had this lifeless look on my face. I didn't know that any of this would affect Juna the way that it did. I thought she'd been too young to even notice, but it scared her. Seeing her sister, someone she looks up to, in so much pain and not being able to do anything to help her, she'd carry those memories for her whole life.