You made me believe in things and taught me how to wish and hope. You brought out the best in me and put me at my highest peak of productivity. You made each day complete and something worthy. Something in you brought out the very best in me.
One day, I decided to look deeper into your eyes- So deep that I could see your everything. Regrets, wishes, hatred, and everything. I can slowly unveil the secret that your smile kept on hiding for so long whenever the camera is on. Even your darkest thoughts and dainty daydreams.
I admit that I once dreamt of becoming your thoughts, the one that can't be forgotten and the one you'll love eternally, no matter what it takes. You taught me different concepts of love, especially the hurting past. You made me learn to accept the things happening whether I like it or not. It was always you from the very start.
But everything I've learned was lies. You didn't tell me how you cried while I was screaming your name, knowing the fact that you won't hear me.
You even gave me clues that you need someone to save you from the mess you made but cannot escape. You were actually just a sweet daydream I never realized.
I thought you are the one who can't hear my voice. But I realized that it was you who was sobbing each night that I never heard.
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Events
PoetryA series of events that explores three stages of unrequited love. Written by my younger self. This has nothing to do with me now.
