Break up?

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You're taking an extra year and you're the gf of the potions master you were dating from when you were you were in you 7th year. Today you got a fight about him not making enough time for you.
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"YOU NEVER SPENT TIME WITH ME DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS"you shouted. "Y/N I GOT WORK I WANT TO BE WITH YOU THE WHOLE DAY IM SORRY OKAY. "SO YOU CAN'T JUST MAKE SOME TIME FOR ME? GOD YOU'RE SO SELFISH"you shoutes just ou anger. He shouted "I WISH WE WERE NEVER TOGETHER" out anger he didn't meant it. "What?" You asked. "Y/N Im sorry I....."" No Im happy you finally see in Im not enough for you like I always said''.

You go to your room to pack your things and he knocked on the door. "Y/N please" he said. "Sev its ok Im packing my stuff and I will go" you said. You start packing and hurt him cry. After some you were done and walked out.  ''Y/N, please? I don't want this, my anger got the better of me'' he told you. ''It's fine. I'm sure you can find someone else better then me in a little time. Goodbye'' you said and walked out before he could say anything else. 

You got to your dorm and started unpacking while crying. You just laid on bed in your clothes, remembering the good times with him. You knew this moment would come eventually. You always thought you wern't good enough but he would always try to let you think you are.

It was time for diner so you dried your tears and walked to the great hall. You sat with your friends and laughed a bit. You were too sad to eat bit luckily no one noticed.

You walked back to your dorm and tried to sleep but it didn't work because you were used to sleep in his arms. You stayed awake the whole night and at breakfast it was the same routine as diner. Your first class was potions. Oh oh.

You walked in but didn't look at him. You sat down and noten some things he said. As fast as the lesson was over you walked out.

This continued for a couple days. You needed him. You needed to talk to him today. With heart beating fast you walked to potions.

Throughout the lesson you were talking and throwing things. He only warned you thought. So you made a paper ball and threw it at him. He was done. "MISS Y/L/N, DETENTION RIGHT AFTER THE LESSON" he shouted. It scared you but you replied a soft "Yes sir".

After the Bell rang you stayed seated. After everyone left he started talking. "So why were you so annoying today?" He asked. "I need to talk to you" you said looking up at him nervous. "Speak" he told you.

"I know you don't want a relationship anymore but I can't sleep without you. I just get more and more insecure and I know it is my own fault but please. Try it one more time thats all....." you got cut off by his lips on yours. You had already tears streaming down your cheeks.

"I noticed you wern't really there in potions lately. I regret everyday what I said that day and it's because of me you are more insecure then you already are. I also noticed you didn't eat the past couple of days. I also couldn't sleep but I think I just function better without sleep then you" He had tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry for getting mad at you, I know you need your job. I should have just understand but instead I was a bitch to you" you said in tears. "No, no I shoud have just talked to you and I didn't have to get immediately irritated.  If I didn't do that we could've just talked but now we started to shout" he told you taking you in his arms where you could cry.

You cried for a while and finally stopped. "Do you think it is an idea that I can just sit or lay on your lap whil you work? I will get a little attention and you can do your work. I just can't 'sleep' alone anymore." You asked hopefully.

"That is a wonderful idea. I will try to give you as much attention as I can when I work. When I don't work you will have my full attention. Now I understand you are tired but I'm going to cook you something." You nodded and walked with him to his chambers.

He cooked you something and it was the most delicious thing you have tasted. "Now we are going to sleep because you really need it." He picked you up and walked to his room.

"I love you" you said and kissed him. "I live you more. Now sleep and I will start convincing you're worth it tommorow" he told you and kissed you one more time. You both fell asleep and the next day he did everything to convince you you're the most beautiful girl in the world.

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So I'm just going to edit some old chapters to make them better. Tell me which one you want me to change a bit and I hope this one turned out better then it was before.

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