Being a little isn't easy for Noura, even though she uses it as a coping mechanism she knows her parents would never accept her. But that's not all, something happens, and she meets someone, someone who makes Noura feel safe and cared for. Almost as...
"So, would you like to explain to me why this little one doesn't know what's going on"? The lady said as she was on the phone with someone.
She told me her name was "Dimitrescu" but I found it way too hard to say so I just decided to call her "the lady". But I was thinking of calling her by a nickname. Maybe didi or Mimi or hmm
What about Mommy?
'who said that' I thought as I looked around the room. That's never happened before it was almost like someone was in my head.
"Sweetie, can you look at me hmm" I heard the lady say as she bend down to my level.
I nodded my head signaling yes "Do you think you would be ok if I left you in my room for a bit, or do you want to come with me hmm"?
"umm can i come"?
"yes of course, and im sorry for what happened earlier. Now can you tell me anything you remember before you fainted" She said in a really gentle manner. she makes me really comfortable and safe
"you make my tummy warm! you wan be my friend"?
"Oh my, what a surprise. well of course we can be friends. Your so cute little one"
"Ooooo yay!!"
"OK, but you have to do a pinkie promise so we can be friends forever," I said making a serious face and holding out my pinkie. she put her pinkie out and then I did too
"There, now your my friend forever, right princess?"
Hearing her call me princess just brought me deeper into little space and made me so happy, I felt like I just had to give her a hug. But as I got closer she was too tall so I just climbed up and gave her a big hug.
"Yay! frens forever," I said with a big grin on my face
"Sweetie, Do you want to go to a school where you can make even more friends?"
"Can I see you?"
"Of course, ill come visit you every weekend," She said with a reassuring smile and pat my head.
"Noooo I wan every day!" It's not fair I don't wanna be away from her, I just huffed and rolled my eyes.
"No baby you don't roll your eyes at me I know you're mad but that's not how you treat people. How about every two days hmm?"
"'m sori, I promise I won't do it again" I really feel bad but what if she doesn't want to my friend anymore
"What a good baby you are," she said while picking me up
"Now do you still want to go, sweetie?"
"Yes, but I wanna stay with you too" I felt so conflicted. Why cant I just stay with her and make friends?
"Well sweetpea, It's bedtime so let's go get ready for bed well talk more tomorrow."
"Okie" I said while jumping off her lap
"Are you big enough to brush your teeth and bathe baby?"
"Ummm yes," I said feeling confident especially because Its super duper easy.
Brushing my teeth is pretty easy all you have to do is brush and *tada* you're done its very fast.
"I'm done!" I said as I ran out of the bathroom To see her sitting by her vanity brushing her hair. "Don't you think you were a little too quick, princess"
"That's because I have super speed!" I said giggling
"I'm super good at being fast I can even run really fast Mama, you see I can even run" I said attempting to run and being stopped by arms around me.
¨mama?¨ the lady said looking shocked
¨wats wrong mama?" i said looking confused
¨...nothing sweetie, how about u show me how fast you run hmm?¨
¨otay!!¨
i ran all around the room and mama tried to catch me but she couldn't! bcos im the fastest!! after i outran mama I jumped onto the bed and started jumping up n down
¨1,2,3... one little princess jumping on the bed...¨
mama sang and sang we both played for the rest of the night it was filled with so many giggles
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After a while lady dimitrescu and I was both laying on the bed looking up at the stars on the ceiling they looked so pretty
¨sweetheart?¨
I felt pretty big in this right now and I felt so embarrassed that I called her mama while little, i wonder if she heard my breathing shift.
¨...um yes?¨
¨I know your big now and you probably don't want to talk about anything serious but, I need you to go to school, tomorrow princess.¨
Im not little right now but I still want to stay with her I don't want to leave, she's the first person I've ever met that made me feel this safe.
I think she wants you to leave her
My lips parted as I heard that again, that voice I totally forgot about it until now. It took me a while to realize what it said, that lady dimitrescu wanted me to leave I felt a pang in my chest. Maybe I'm not wanted after all there's no point in fighting her especially if she wants me away.
¨Okay I'll go, I'm sorry if I bothered u too much. also, I'm sorry I called u mama I promise-¨
¨No no no no no don't be sorry I'm okay with it and don't worry ill come visit you often I really like having you as a little but I know that I can't be your mama just yet okay?¨
Tears, they came streaming down my face I'd never felt this happy before. I came closer to her and gave her a hug.
¨Thank you, thank you so much, Mimi!!¨
¨but if u wanna be my cg then you can be my cg!!¨
¨no sweetie, there's a process for me to officially be your cg but I can be your cg at heart for now okay?¨
I'm so excited she's my mama!! I have a mama!! I got up and jumped up from happiness and landed on my back right next to mimi.
