the journal - gxg

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a/n: This is a GIRLXGIRL

This chapter includes:

- tongue fucking, bondage, release denial, fingering, degrading


1st person pov: bottom/sub:

"Why are they so fucking loud?" I mumble to myself

My sister and her boyfriend were being incredibly inconsiderate and their bed was banging against the wall that connected our rooms. You'd think that because this was a regular occurrence I'd be used to it by now, but it was still just a pain in my ass.

The banging gets louder and faster and I pull a pillow over my ears groaning, trying to focus on writing in my journal. Nothing could block them out at this point. Every time I wrote in the journal I felt an immense amount of shame. I had had a crush on my sisters best friend for ages and I could never stop thinking about her. When it got to much I had to end up writing everything I imagined about her in this journal. The way she would pin my hands above my head, telling me to scream her name while she sucked on my clit. I close my eyes at the thought and sigh softly. I force my eyes open when I hear the door opening. 

Fuck.

I hastily close the journal and shove it under my blanket as Ruby walked in. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Why did my sisters best friend have such shitty timing. 

"God can't they think about other people for just two seconds." She grumbles

"Yeah I know it's awful." I reply blushing slightly, cursing at myself to stop.

Ruby walks over in a baggy shirt and shorts. Or at least I was assuming she was wearing shorts, her shirt was so long if she was wearing any you couldn't see them. Ruby always came over when my sister and her boyfriend were hanging out. I don't know why but I'm guessing it's so she can have an alibi for our mum or something.

"Can I sit here?" Ruby asks me her voice right by my ear

I jump slightly and turn to face her, I hadn't even noticed that she'd moved

"Yeah of course you can."

She sits on the other end of my bed crossing her legs, proving me wrong that she is in fact not wearing any shorts, or even panties. Quickly averting my gaze I try to look anywhere but her. We've never been good at making small talk. Usually my sister fills in the gaps of the conversation but she's not here so I have no idea what to do. Suddenly her brow furrows.

"What's this?" She asks reaching for me

I realise too late what she's grabbing for and before I can react she has my journal in her hands, in the process of opening it.

"Nothing, it's nothing." I yell panicking

Shit shit shit she can't read that it'll be the death of my in so many different days.

I make a grab for the journal but she jumps off the bed and walks out of my grasp, flipping through the pages, skim reading them. Her eyebrows rise in curiosity.

"Wow Mia I didn't know this is what you thought of me," she states flatly, "I didn't realise how dirty your mind is but if I'm being honest I'm quite underwhelmed."

Hold on what?

"Trust me Mia I can do a lot better than your words describe." She smirks

At that comment I can feel my face and core heat up. Ruby walks over to me slowly, the smirk still etched on her face.

"How about I show you how good I really am so your next journal entry can be more accurate hm?" She ponders

I'm completely speechless.

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