Annoying Friend (Kise x OC)

Feelings

"NO" I just kept my mouth shut and he sighed. "Kise, I know it's hard but you need to give her some space".
"I know but I just miss the way we used to be" he patted my back. I just really missed my friend and didn't like that she was ignoring me.
"Its going to be ok"
"I hope so"

Zuri POV

I have been think about my conversations with my friend.

"Have you not figured it out yet"
"Figured out what"
"That you're in love with Kise"

I kept repeating our conversation in my head for days and I wasn't sure how to feel. I don't think I'm in love with Kise but I'm not even really sure anymore.
"Mom" I quickly made my way to the kitchen.
"Yes honey"
"Can I ask you something"
"Of course"
"How did you know you love dad"
"Well...he just made me feel...like...no one else did"
"Like how"
"I just....missed him when he wasn't around and my heart raced when we held hands"
"I see"
"Why are you so curious"
"I just...I don't know" she just stared at me before saying something that shocked me.
"Is it Kise"
"W-what do you mean"
"Well...its just seems that you have been a bit sad"
"What does that have to do with Kise"
"Well your mood has been down and you have been distant with Kise so..."
"So...."
"Did you guys fight or something"
"No....and this has nothing to do with Kise" I felt like screaming.
"Are you sure" I stared at her before walking up the stairs and yelling.
"IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH KISE"
"I didn't mean to upset you" I stopped at the top of the stairs.
"I'm not upset...I'm fine"
"W-what...are you su....."
"Yes" she looked concerned but I just ignored it as I made my way to my room. "I'm fine....completely fine" I said as I sat down at my desk.

Kise POV

I have seen or talk to Zuri in a really long time. It wasn't that bad at first but then I started to lose my mind. I just wanted to talk to her but she refused to even say 'hi' to me. I missed her voice a lot and I just wanted to see her, even for a second.
"Kise can you stop cry" senpai set a burger in front of me and I just stared at it. He had brought me out to get some food but I wasn't really hungry.
"But....I'm hurt"
"I know that already" he sighed befor sitting down across from me.
"I miss her senpai"
"I also already know that"
"Senpai...."
"Yes"
"When can I talk to her again"
"When she is ready to talk to you"
"How long will that be"
"Who knows" I laid my head down on the table.
"Senpai"
"Yes"
"Am I a burden"
"I already told you, she doesn't think that about you" I lifted my head.
"How"
"I have eyes"
"What do you mean"
"I.....nevermind but trust me"
"But...."
"What did I say"
"Trust you"
"So"
"Fine, I'll trust you"
"Good"

Zuri POV

"Ok but...." my friend interrupt me, she looked annoyed.
"What do you want me to explain again for you"
"How can I....love Kise"
"It really shouldn't be that shocking to you" I was confused.
"What do you mean"
"Well...you and Kise have always been together so feelings are bound to develop"
"Yea but....."
"Look...I'll say it like this...do you remember when we met"
"Yea....."
"Kise was also there and I thought you were his girlfriend"
"Wait what I didn't know that"
"Yea, I was going to ask but you soon after introduced Kise as your annoying friend"
"What's the point of this story"
"The point is that you naturally act like his girlfriend because you wanted to be his girlfriend. You just didn't want to accept it because you saw Kise as your 'annoying friend' but he wasn't".
"What am I supposed to say"
"Nothing...just think about what I say"
"I will" she patted my head before getting up.
"You know....you can call me if you need help"
"I know, thank you" she smiled before leaving my house. I stared at the ceiling thinking about what I should do next. A lot was running through my head but most of it was Kise. I quickly made a decision after thinking for a while and grabbed my phone. I haven't called Kise for a really long time. I felt weird to call him after so long but I wanted to. I pressed his number bring the phone to my ear with a shaking hand. I took a few breaths as I heard the phone ring before Kise picked up.
"Hello....Zuri"
"Kise"
"Yes"
"I want to talk to you about something"
"Ok....." I took another deep breath.
"Do you still love me"

That's all for now, I will try to update sooner.