Reborn as a Shadow Papyrus

Chapter 7

Shadow POV

  It's now been 2 Months since I woke up, and I've been getting much better about control. It's been fun learning magic, however I really miss Dad and Papy, even if this is Papyrus's fault. Mother said I'm close to being able to see and talk with the others so that's good! I haven't checked myself, and my Mother said I'm not aloud to. I want to do it anyways but then Mother may make me stay separated from the others for longer.

I'm totally trapping Papyrus is an object once I met him again. Do you know how lonely I've been? It boring, I either have to practice magic, or read books on skeleton and royal adequate. It's boring. But mother said I need to know how 'To Properly act like My Heir', witch is another problem entirely. That means he's acknowledging me as his child. Fuck, I don't want him to acknowledge me as his child! I was hoping we would just keep servant/master relationship. That way he wouldn't pay to much attention to me, but if he's acknowledging me then I'll have expectations placed on me.

I sighed, it was the middle of the night and I couldn't fall asleep. I missed Dad and Papy, alot. More then I ever thought I would. I know I spent time with them but I always assumed I could just shut my emotions off, so why can I not do it now? Is it because I'm  the heir of Negativity or something? All I know is, for the first time in this life, I cried.  I cried and sobbed myself to sleep, for the first time of many.

3rd POV

Nightmare smiled to himself as he felt Shadow drown themselves in Negativity. He has always liked Shadows Negative emotions, even while they were 101. Nightmare made his way to where he was Keeping Shadow and checked in on them. When he looked in the room he saw that Shadow cried themselves to sleep.

He let out a dark chuckle that would have sent everyone in the castle running for the hills had they heard it. Oh he knew everyone in the castle was terrified of him, especially when he was in a bad mood. Even the supposedly emotionless Killer Sans avoided him. Shadow never did though, they treated it like a particularly disliked chore that needed to be done. Unknown to Shadow, or at the time '101', he read their mind frequently.

He knew that this wasn't their first life, he also knew that they much preferred the others. Nightmare also knew that untill their mind was shattered there would always be a chance for them to rebel. Of course he has plans in place, and ideas of how to keep them in check, better safe then sorry after all. He had a particular idea that would be saved for last, as he did not want to bother himself with it. However it would most definitely keep Shadow in line. After all, Shadow would be crushed if she was the cause of someone she cares for getting hurt, especially if that person was their baby sibling. However given that he doesn't like kids he would rather not have to deal with an annoying child that would want attention.

Given that Nightmare was here, he entered the room, closing the door and turning the light on. He made sure to keep Shadow asleep as he looked around the room. There were signs of magic usage, probably from Shadow practicing magic, but the books he bought them also looked used. Perhaps after their training is done they should get them a teacher? It would limit contact with the others and make them a better heir. Plus it would keep them busy with any assigned work as well. Before leaving Nightmare checked Shadow, just to see if anything changed from when he last checked.

Name: Shadow Moon

Age: 10 (368)

Gender: Intersex

Family:

Mother: Nightmare Sans

Father: Dust Sans

Soul: Kindness

ATK: ???

DEF: ???

HP: ???

LV: 01

Facts:

-Nightmare's Heir

-Prince/Princess of Negativity

-God/Goddess of Shadows

-Immortal

-Hates hurting others

Currently Feeling: Lonely, Alone

Good, nothing had changed. Yes, Shadow is the Entity of Shadows and yes, their the Prince or Princess of Negativity. Shadow, unlike Nightmare, was immortal. Witch means that Shadow can't die. It's one of the reasons why he's willing to put up with another child if it came down to it. Nightmare won't ever be able to kill Shadow, however he will be able to kill any siblings they may grow attached to. Taking one last look at the sleeping (now) 10 year old, Nightmare left the room. Shutting the light off and closing the door while letting go of his magic.

Shadow POV

  I woke up and felt awful. Going to the bathroom I took a shower and put on some clean clothes. I checked myself in the mirror and it didn't look like I was crying so I exited the bathroom. Mabey I'll be able to see the others today? I could ask Mother but last time I asked... {"So your willing to hurt the others just because your lonely?" "No! Just, I think I ha-" "You don't have full control over the tendrils, do you really want to risk hurting them?" "N-No...." "That's what I thought. I know you want to talk with them but your a danger right now. Understand?" "Yes..." "Yes What?" "Yes Mother...." }

Do I really have that little control...? I don't want to hurt the others after all. Mabey I ask how much longer Mother thinks it will take? Would he even answer the question? "Shadow" I jumped, looks like Mother is here. "Hello..." Mother raised an eyebrow, "Hello, Mother" a nod of approval. "Now what were you thinking about that caused you to be so lost in thought?" Oh... Um... "I.... Was wondering how much longer it was going to take for me to gain control over the tendrils..."

Mother then had a thoughtful face, is he going to tell me or will I be left in the dark? I can never tell. I hate this... I hate having to call Mother, well, Mother! I hate how I mellowed out around Mother! Mother is bad, evil! I should be listening to him! YET, yet here I am, listening to mother like an obedient and scared child. I really hope I grow out of this soon.

Hahaha.... Poor Shadow. Anyways here is Chapter 7. Thoughts? Ideas? I love reading about them!