Danielle's POV:
Where's Ewin?
And where's Mackenzie?
I hear water gushing upstairs and visions filled my head of Mackenzie drowning and Ewan disappearing.
I rush upstairs to find both of them struggling, especially Mackenzie
She's underneath the tap with water gushing down her throat, losing consciousness
I rush over to her and push Ewin away
"LUKE" I cry hoping he will hear me from the garden
"I'm coming" I hear from the bottom of the stairs
"What's wro- EWIN" he screams and pulls him away
I pat Mackenzies back hoping for her to cough out the water, and when she does I rush her to the hospital leaving Luke and Ewin alone
Luke's POV:
"Ewin what was that?" I ask, shaken up to fuck
"It's Danielle's fault that I drowned her, all of life's problems are Danielle's fault!" He explains, not the truth but he still gives a reason
"That's not true Ewin, you know that" I reply with the truth, he knows Danielle would never hurt him, he knows she loves him as much as she loves Mackenzie, he loves her aswell, he just can't see it.
"She won't visit me! The only time she seen me was when she was getting kicked out of Mrs. McGees house, well that's the last time I remember anyway" he says, that's the truth, he explains with glazed eyes, tears about to fall
"She booked an appointment with you next week Ewin, you can't assume things, you've ruined this for you and her" I tell him, honestly
"Of course she did, whenever I do one thing wrong there's always something that was meant to be good afterwards"
He tells me, he doesn't understand
"You don't understand how much pain you have caused this family in a matter of hours Ewin, you know that Danielle wanted to visit you!" I shout hoping he will stop defending his actions
"I want to live with you" tears stain his cheeks
"And we will sort something out, I'm going to call a Cab for you, you need to go"
"I can walk"
Great
Now I have to act like I'm going to speak to Danielle when honestly I don't want Ewin living here,and I sure as hell know Danielle doesn't
But Danielle won't be here for me to discuss this with her for much longer
Little does she know she is dying
And she doesn't have Long left
•
2 years later
•
"I love you baby, with all my heart and I will take care of Ewin, Chanelle and of course Mackenzie. I promise" I explain holding Danielle's hand whilst she lays pale and fragile in a hospital bed I can tell she wants to speak but she's to Ill and weak
"It's okay, you don't need to speak, and you don't need to hold on, I love you so much, you don't understand, and I don't want to lose you but please baby, I don't want you to be hurting any longer, please just let go" I cry, tears stain my cheeks as I watch her fight to keep her eyelids open
I hear her last breath and the heart monitor carries out a long beep
And that's when I know, the only constant in my life, has gone
And I don't know if I can carry on
I re wrote this because I feel like this is better and I didn't like the way it was written
There will be NO other books to this
I'm sorry
And I almost cried at this chapter
Even though it wasn't very emotional
I lost someone last year and I'm still getting over it
Not like I ever will
I'm rambling
Ily all <3
