"𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤."
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y/n's pov
i could feel Jean's hands lightly push me off of him when our lips connected, i looked up only to see him in shock and maybe slightly hurt by my sudden action. "what the fuck?" he grunted and maybe i was too drunk to understand the validity of my action but all i could see was jean walking off and leaving me back with the group.
The next thing i knew i was waking up in my bedroom with disheveled hair, clothes that wreaked of strong liquor, and a headache that felt like i had just been jumped. i quickly rushed out of bed to the bathroom hanging my head into the toilet throwing up any contents that simply didn't belong in my system up.
when i felt fine enough to stand up and watch myself in the mirror i looked straight out of a horror film. i looked completely washed out and tired, and i felt that way too. i quickly grabbed at my forehead as i felt a harsh and sharp pain hit me and i could hear the door creaking open to reveal Jean standing with a glass of water and Advil.
"take it and go lay down." he mumbled handing me the glass and meds avoiding eye contact with me. i took both of them with no hesitation, anything to get rid of this pain.
the events of the night had started to come back to me and the realization i had kissed jean and more than likely upset him hit me, "i'm sorry-," but before i could finish jean interrupted.
"you were drunk let's just ignore it and let it go okay." he sighed taking the glass back before helping me back into bed.
despite my shitty actions he still remained kind and that was way more than i deserved at this moment.
"right. i'm sorry." i softly whispered digging myself deeper into the blankets.
"i think you need to go see a doctor, you look horrible and like you might pass out."
i sighed at the mention of how bad i looked, "yeah i know. i'll go later today after i go return the keys and collect my car and the remainder of my belongings i just need to rest more."
jean nodded not bothering to say much else before he exited the room, i felt bad and extremely embarrassed i had caused so much awkward tension between me and him but he was right there wasn't much we could talk about anymore in relation to it.
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