"𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶."
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 °
book ii to a new kind of love. - EDITED
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time had felt like it was passing by so slowly yet it had almost been 3 weeks since I had seen Eren or stepped foot in our apartment, my days began to fade into each other slowly.
wake up, work, sleep, and repeat.
I gave myself no time to think twice about that day, I knew that if I did my body would burst at the seams and decay into itself. it helped in some ways but the constant calls and texts from Sasha, historia, and Mikasa, and even at some point armin with the concerns "Are you sure you're okay?" "you've gotta step foot out into the world again, don't hold everything in," and although I knew what they were saying to be true I had no intention of doing so.
there was value in my suffering, if I allowed myself to push it to the back of my head then it simply was out of sight and out of mind, yet that was until I realized I needed to return my keys to Eren and collect the rest of my belongings.
I lay silently staring at the ceiling of the bedroom Jean had let me stay in resting my hands on the top of my chest and letting out a deep grueling sigh, i couldn't face him. I couldn't decide if I was angry or saddened by the situation and everyone's unneeded advice of telling me that I should feel both wasn't helping my case either.
There was so much I wanted to say and do, and so little will to carry these wishes out.
A knock soon blasted against the thick oak door leading to my room, and I could tell it had to be Jean by the force being used. " You can come in, Jean."
within seconds I would see him standing in my doorway with an unwanted guest behind him, armin.
"he asked me if he could come over and talk to you, I couldn't say no i'm sorry." Jean's eyes were apologetic and somewhat frightened as I'm sure my glare of rage was uncomfortable.
"I'll leave you guys." Jean's voice got lighter as armin entered the room with Jean closing the door behind him.
before armin could even get the chance to part his lips I let the words I had been swallowing down flow out, "If you're here to plead your friend's case I would highly suggest you leave."
