Deep blue sea - Giyuu x Fem reader

Rise and tears

Hey guys! I hope y'all are enjoying this! I just wanted to let y'all know there's lemon in this one 🤭 I hope y'all enjoy!!

Giyuu's POV

She's laying on my chest. She was asleep soundly. I didn't want to disturb her. I look at her face. God she's so beautiful yet so cold. But I couldn't blame her after all she went through. She probably has gone through more things...

I continue to stare at her for a few minutes before she starts moving in her sleep and tugging tighter on my shirt. She mumbled in her sleep "Mom..I'm sorry...but please don't call me that..." she said as she fused her brows in a upsetting facial expression

She starts moving around a lot more so then I pull her closer and shake her gently awake. She wakes up slowly and looks up at me "Huh..? Was I doing something wrong...?" She asked half asleep

I look down at her "Nothing wrong at all I believe you were having a nightmare about your mom."

She groans and feels her head "I'm sorry...I didn't mean to disturb you."

"Don't be sorry you're perfectly fine. I've actually been awake watching you." I said. "Wait...you haven't slept? You should sleep it's almost dawn..." she said looking up at me. I look down at her "We can sleep in. We can talk until the sun comes up and fall back asleep." She looks up at me and nods and we both stare at each other. "So while you were sleeping did you have a flashback?" She looks up at me and quietly says "Yes I did...about my mom."

I look at her "So what happened?". She looks down and crawls her knees to her chest and covers her face "It was a flashback about her calling me a bitch. Multiple times that it did happen. I begged her to stop saying it but..she never listened..." I get closer to her and hug her "Hey...I'm here. I would always listen to you. Is she the reason why you always take insults and ignore them?" She looks up and nods and covers her face again "Why is it always about me? What about you giyuu? I want to know you better too, but you don't have to tell me. I'm accepting of either ways."

"I'll tell you. It's only fair." I sigh and begin "When I was younger people would always sacrifice their selves for me because I was too weak to defend myself. Both my sister and my very close friend sacrificed themselves for me when I couldn't do anything. I always blamed myself. So I just stay away from people so I don't get in there way. I don't want the same thing happening ag-" she hugged me tightly

"Giyuu..I never knew that happened...god why was I always so cold to you? You just connect to me and I would always push you away. I'm so sorry. You don't have to forgive me." She said as she hugged tighter

I grabbed her hands and lean closer to her "It's all fine. It's in the past now...I just need to focus on you now." I grab the back of her head waiting for an answer but she just nods and hugs me again "Giyuu..thank you for everything. We both understand eachother so much..." she said releasing the hug and looking up at me and we stare into each other's eyes and I lean in closer and kiss her gently and she kisses me back "Giyuu..." she said holding on to my jawline and we kiss again but more sloppy and passionately and stops it "Giyuu...I'm starting to feel something stronger...I think...I'm, I don't know. Falling in love?" She stares at me and my eyes widen and kiss her again but way more passionately and she eventually falls back on to the bed with me on top of her and we start making out and I eventually kiss down to her neck and she lets out a tiny gasp and she grabs onto me tighter "Giyuu...I'm not ready for that yet..I'm sorry." She said as she hides her face and I nod "alright" I look out the window to see the sun is starting to rise

"Okay time for us to go back to sleep" I said as I lay down but this time on top of her laying my head in her neck and my arms around her waist and soon enough we fell asleep