Am I destined to be the villain?

Prophecy

Hello dear viewer! I'm the author! Well obviously, anyways TRIGGER WARNING!!!⚠️
THERES GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF CHILD ABUSE! and if you read the note before this, this whole book has heavy solangelo so proceed with that knowledge, enjoy~✨

Today started as usual, wake up before the sun rose, check on the patients, do paperwork, get ready each patient's medications(including the ambrosia and nectar pills I made, it's a good way to track consumption so no harm is done)
And wake up the cabin,
I thought today would be normal...until while I was walking to the infirmary everything went black...
"Where am I?"
"You are in your mind, this is the mirror image of your mental stability,"
"Well that explains all the panic attacks and anxiety..."
"Are you not going to ask who I am?"
"...being fully honest I don't care that much, the only person that I care about and cares about me back is my boyfriend...and I'm probably just a rebound anyways,"
"I see...so you don't wish to know my name? That is fine...it's not needed for what you must do,"
"What?"
"You must kill the son of Poseidon,"
"What?! No I can't if I did that everyone would hate me, I'd be a traitor! Nico would...Nico would hate me..."
"Would they not remember the sleepless nights you had tending to them? Taking their pain and taking it for yourself? Calming them?"
"I-it's still wrong!? I can't just kill someone?! Especially not Percy..."
"I guess you don't know it yet...but you will whether willingly or not, you will come to know who and what you are, you will realize your greatness, and you will set us free,"
"Wait! Set us free? What does that mean!"
"I am running out of time, you are waking up, remember my words, ask your mother, she will know,"
"Argh?!"
"Will! Your awake!"
"Nico? Huh? What happened?"
"Austin and Kayla found you passed out in front of the infirmary, geez, I told you to take it easy, you like giving orders but are terrible at taking them,"
"I-sorry, I'll be sure to do that..."
"Anyways, Kayla, Austin, Mandy, and Alice are taking over your shift so just stay here and rest, ok?"
"What?! But what about the rest of the patients? Do they know the dosage? Do they know how to measure mortal medicine? Do they know how to check vitals?!-"
"Calm down, their fine,"
"I-alright...hey...Nico?"
"Yeah?"
"What would happen if someone told you to kill Percy...and that it was your destiny, that no matter how much you struggle to get away from it you can never get away?"
"Woah, slow down, I think your fever is still going, wait here and I'll get Kayla-"
"Please, answer me?"
"...well if it were fate can't really do anything, guess I'd try telling him so maybe he can avoid it?"
"I see...what if...you could save Percy but you'd have to kill me?"
"I-..."
"I get it...you don't have to say anything..."
"It's just Percy is really useful and-"
"I'm not..."
"No! That's not it! I just...I can't choose...your both very important..."
"Oh! Yeah sure! The guy that guilt tripped you, did a move that killed my brother, and only got where he is out of pure dumb luck is important! Definitely not the head medic that makes sure everyone is alive and stays alive! Stays late wakes up early just to make sure everyone is fine! Definitely not your boyfriend!"
"What the underworld Will?! What's up with you today?"
"I-sorry...I think I'm just tired,"
"Get some sleep..."
"Yeah..."
"I'll get Kayla or Austin to prescribe you some medication,"
"Thanks, I love you,"
"Yeah, love you too,"
As I stare at the ceiling I felt myself slowly blacking out,
"Mom! Mom?"
"W-Will?"
"Mom! Today was a good day at school! I did a lot! I help the nurse with her work! And-"
"Shut up."
"M-mom?"
"You. You. You devils child."
"W-what?"
"I-ever since I gave birth to you everything has gone down hill, everything has gone down, that bastard. Getting me pregnant then leaving me with you."
"What do you mean mo- ahh!"
"Don't call me mom you monster!"
"B-but mom-"
"D-don't come near me."
"B-but"
A slash all the way down from his upper chest down to his stomach, adding a new nasty scar to the daily beatings,
He ran, to the kitchen,
"Come on! Just let mom mom stab you! Put us out of our misery!"
He ran and grabbed a bag of bread and ran, he grabbed a knife from the counter and ran out of the house, climbing over the fence, and running into the woods, he didn't know where he was going but he needed to get out of there,
He traveled for days until his bread supply began to run out,
Then a bright light trail, it lead him to the camp, where he got help and later was claimed,
'It's time to wake up!'
Will managed to open his eyes, it was dark, were the other campers eating dinner?,
He thought and got up, and went to the bathroom,
His body from the neck up was un scared so people often thought he didn't have any scars, but the minute you saw anything on his chest and back you would understand, deep thick scar tissue from Wip slashes, small knife cuts, large knife cuts, cigarette burns, boiling water burns, his whole back and front was covered in them, he never blamed his mom, he knows what it's like to be pushed into something you never wanted, so he doesn't blame her,
He always hated looking at the scars though, the amount of scar tissue from wiping would make Percy's scars look like paper cuts,
Whatever, he took out the foundation and concealer and got to work, applying the makeup evenly covering up his large bags and dark circles,
And stepped out of the cabin,
"Oh! Hey Will! Are you feeling better?" Kayla his sister asked,
"I'm feeling a lot better now, gods I didn't think I was that tired,"
"Will, you barely sleep, you go to bed at like 5 am and wake up before The Sun! Literally,"
"I know I'll be more careful next time,"
"Alright, anyways, some people are having trouble with the pill dosage and the mortal medicine,"
"Ok, I'll be right over,"
"Thanks, man I never knew taking charge would be so hard, geez, you've got a hard job,"
"Well, it's my duty,"
"You don't have to...you were forced to do a job...this hard at such a young age..."
"Hey it's just what happens when you brothers..."
"Hey...take it easy, ok? I don't wanna see you dying on me, ok?"
"Sure sis, now you look like a dried plum, I think it's time you rest,"
"Yeah you're right, Remember what I told you!"
"Yep! Now go go shoo"
"Ok ok,"
When Will heard the door close behind his back he let out a sigh,
"Another day..."