𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 ♥ 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐦 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤

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At what point do you just stop?

What if you run out of things to say with them but you want to talk to them so much?

You love them from the top of your head to the tips of your toes, but you can feel them drifting?

What if you made plans in your head to see them, a whole life?

It was just me being delusional, that would never happen?

What if we have talked about everything? Every topic there is, that you don't know what to say anymore?

They have close friends and my jealousy can't help but too get into the way

What happens when I never have called them and I feel us drifting but I want them to stay?

They say they will, but why is it so hard for me to believe them?

Why does it feel like I have to?

I want them to stay.

Not just because I'm scared of being alone.

Because I need them.

I need their friendship.

I'll fight for it

Because, if I don't, I know it'll go away and i never want that to happen.

It'll be worth it, right?

Yea, I really fucking hope so.