Corrupted True Pain

True Pain Corrupted Version

*Noises Boot Up*

Š̴̜̹̠̰͙͌͊̋̎ȋ̵̢̏̋̐̈́̄͋͒g̷̠̣̱̬͚̎̽̽͂̀̇̿́̕͝n̴̨̖̩̺̙̹̊̔̒͑͗͌͋͘͠͝ȃ̴̱̫̠̈́̈́̔l̵̹͛̾͑̏͊̀̚͠s̶͎̪̖̓͑̀́͛̓̋̅̚͠ͅ ̸̡͎̭͙̙̫͍̝̳̎̆̄̎̀̈́͘W̷̤̲͋̄͛̌̄͌̉̀̚͝ͅè̶͖̹͉̚a̵̩͌̽̇͝͝k̴̪͇̳̺̻̟̜͑̄

̶̛̺̲̱̙̥͔̋̆͛̄͆̓̍̓̆Ŵ̶͇͈̀̕ö̷̦͙͓́̊͗̆̄͒͋͊̀͠ȑ̴̭̪̹̞͈̰͚̣̯͙͗̿̔̿̅͗̂k̸̠͈͉̀͒́̀̄͛͌ ̶͈͈̹̗͓͉͌̍̀̅̅́̿̾̆͜͜͜F̴̢̰̞̫̼̳̫́̍̕á̴̬̗̝͔̝͒̐̿̊̀̂͝͝͝s̷̛̥͎̫̗̹̓͐̀̄t̵̨̢̳̩̩̩̲̔̅

I feel myself shutting down with such gravity,

disconnecting from R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝...

My mind is struggling with morality!

I feel so R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ and vilified

Which leaves me terrified!

I don't want this to seem like a cry for help

As I walk my path alone slyly

C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

Coming to grips with the brain that is mine

As its design leaves me to R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝...

I feel like a R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ disguised in sheep's clothing

I can't help but see myself loathing.

I can't help but feel like an antagonist

I could never pull off being a protagonist.

C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

When I see myself staring back in the mirror!

My mind is so torn with everything

It's like my C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

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Inside my heart I harbor this madness

Making me wish I could see the R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝...

Fearing all the worst in my voids

I wish I could just find a state of poise.

Yet this R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ chooses the latter

Leaving my heart to scatter...

C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

I'm just left with all these invisible scars.

R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ my poor past or R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ the faint future.

How could I possibly stay in the R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝present?

Wishing I could forget it all

But can I even forgive myself at all?

C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

Then it would be so easy to disappear...

I just want to fade away

Yet my heart refuses to decay!

I am bearing down the weight of the truth

Waiting for the pain to finally R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̯̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝...

I walk with this R̸̬̫̬̉̂e̸̝͇̥̘͎͉͐d̷̖͔̙͕̞̫͇͚̱̏̍̎̈a̶̡̛̝͖̻̟̙̘͇̎͊̐̈́͌́̒̿ͅç̷̡̱̣̯̟̩̘̾̽̆̿̈́̍͝͝ẗ̷̢͕͙́͌̈́̍̀̄̓̚ê̴̡̧̱̹̠̲͇̓d̷̼̮͔̦͈̭̲̐̉͑̅͘̕̚͝ pain on my chest alone

So I can't burden anyone C̷̖͈͇͕̟̥̦̦̆̓̒́̌́͘̕ö̴̱̻̝̞͍́̑͆̒̚r̵̙̀͂ŗ̸̡̰͎̣̜͓̏ͅu̵̠̻̦͗͋͒͐̓̅̿̐̀̕p̷̡̢̟̰͇͇̳̾t̶̗͚̊e̸̼͑͂̉͆ḑ̵̹̮͇̪͍̗̺͝ ̴̨̘̪̖̻̜̣̈́̅̐͂̇ͅF̸̛̗̝̔͊̊̓̈́̑͂ȋ̵̛̻̣̠̥͇̬̳̗͉̎́̓͗̈́̌͘l̴̙̭̦̬̯̭̩͕̪̇̽͜ẻ̶̡̛͚̠͍̝̠̰̫͂̔̑̎...

Ȩ̸͚͔͙͗͗̿̀̾̊r̶̦͔̞͒̑͌͑͘̕r̸͍̭̓̏̽̀͒̓̍̂̌ȏ̴͍͇̞̜͋͝ř̴̨͓͙̟͙̽̿̐̽͋͗̊̃ ̶̤̜̌̂̓Ȩ̷̧̢͙͎̞̖̤̍̂́̒̈́̊́͆͝ŕ̶̢̡̢̭̜͔̏̿͆̽̎̅̉͝͝r̴̛͍̝͖̮̘̪̥̟͂̈̐ơ̵̡̧̟̣̟̻͙̜̠͌̇̑̓ͅr̶̡͙̳͍̻͐̔̿̈́̊͝

̷͈͙͙̬̩̗͚̅̅̽̉̇̀͠S̸͕̘̣̩̤͈͚̤̼͛̓̄y̶̫̰̱̪͔̒̏́̎͂̓̂͌s̴͙̞̟͒͊t̴̛̯̎͌̉̌̅̈̋͘ẹ̷͖͆̔͆̚͝m̷̨̯̹͎̘̭̘͍̿̀̓̾̄͝ ̷̹̍͝F̷͕̣͊͊̋̚a̵̧̯̹̻̙͛́͛̏͑̏̿̿͜͝͝i̴̳̖̤͐́̇l̴͔̣̯͕̏͒͊̽̅́̓̆͜͠ȗ̴͙̤̗̟͓̻̹̖̣̓̋̊̅̉́̀̿̕͜r̶̢͕̲̓̉̈́̈́̎̒͋͘e̵̠͎̰̻͕̱͠

*Noises Shut Down*