Blair pov
flashback
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"he Aint Gotta know Though."I said as I Held Alayjah."Well he's gonna have to find out soon."Chris said as he played with alayjah's toes."Well now aint the time,And I'm not tryna ruin what we have,I love August."I said."Whatever alright then."Chris said.He then Gave me a hug and kissed Alayjah forehead.
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August Pov
Tru Had A Basketball Game,That we all went to,except for Chris.He Said That something "Came up" Thats why he didn't come.But That Wasn't gonna Stop My Lil Man From Winning his game.
He made most Of The Shots.So At The End of The Game We All Went to the house and had a cookout with all His Team Mates.
We Had A Good Time And Everything,Until Chris Showed up Drunk."Hey Son Congrats on the win."Chris Said As He Hugged tru And Messed up his hair.
"Thanks Dad." Tru Said.
"So why You Aint Show up to your sons basketball game."Blair said As she came out the kitchen with Alayjah.
"Cause Sh** Came Up!,I'm Here Now Aint I!"Chris yelled.
Before Blair Could Yell back I said"Aye Man Why You Gotta Yell,Just Chill Man."
Chris Then Said"Who tf you telling to chill,I'm Chill As Fu** Its your Girl Who Need To Chill..She Making Me Seem Like The Bad Guy,Cause I Didn't Go to the Game?Really?"
I Replied "Well You're His Father,He Wanted You To be there,When He Made That 3 pointer shot, he smiled and tried looking for you so you can see what he did,But he then frowned when He Found Out You weren't there to see it."
"Well you Were There,He looks at you more as a father than he does me.You Must think you the sh** Man,You Think You The Sh** Cause You Taking Care Of MY KIDS.You Want The Father Of The Month Awards.You Want To Get The Cool Points Cause You go to all my sons basketball games, or cause You always there when my daughter is crying and needs to be fed,rocked to sleep,or need a diaper change!"
Blair's Eyes Grew Big."Blair What The Fu** Is He Talking About?" I said.
Blair Looked Scared."He's Drunk Baby,He Doesn't Know What He's Talking About."Blair said.
"I know exactly What the Fu** I'm Talking Bout.Tell him about That Meet up we had,How you told me he aint gotta know about it and I was like he gone find out soon,Well it soon now baby."Chris said as he chuckled.
"Blair Is He Telling The Truth."I Said.
"Can We Talk About This Later,When Everyone Is gone." Blair Said As Everyone Started Listening In.
"Nah Blair Lets Talk About It Now! So you telling Me alayjah isn't mines,She Looks Like me and you though" I Said.
"But She looks more like Chris."Blair said.
"I can't Believe this Sh**.When Was You Gon Tell Me This Huh?" I Said.
Chris Cosigned And Said"When Though."
Blair started to breathe hard and began crying.
"Don't Cry now hoe,You wanna lie,I aint do nothing wrong,but take care of you and your kids.You knew all along that baby wasn't mines.You lied.I Hate Fu**ing Liars.You could have told me in the first place she wasn't mines.It must suck having a hoe as a mother"
Blair Said"I'm Sorry baby."
Chris Was Just Laughing The Whole time."That moment when you thought you had a child of your own."Chris Said Laughing.
I wasn't worried about him then." You know what you can do,Get out my da** house and you can live a happy life with Chris And Y'all kids,Cause you just can't seem to get enough of him,So Stay with him.I Believe He'll Be A Great Father And Husband To yal."I Said.
"All I Did Was Take Care of You And The Kids,I was So Da** happy When I Found Out I was Having a Child,I Could Actually Say We Got Something Together,But Now I Find Out She Wasn't Mine In The First Place,I Love That Girl Like Crazy,I Always Bragged About How She Was Mines,How I Made Her,And It Was All A Lie,You Done Ruined The Bond We Have.I'm Just trying to Understand Why You Couldn't Tell Me This,What Could I Possibly Do If She Wasn't My Baby.Kill the baby?kill Chris? What Is It?Cause it was At The Time We Wasn't Together So If It was Chris baby, I wouldn't mind,But You Wanna Lie.I Just Can't With You. Get The Hell Out Of Here."
Chris Wrapped His Arms Around Blair Shoulder And Said"Come On Baby."
He Took Alayjah Out Blair's Arms And Said"They should have named you christina."
He chuckled and showered her with kisses.Blair stared at me with guilt and hurt in her eyes,As She Cried She followed chris and Alayjah out the door as tru Followed her.Everyone else then left.
As I sat on the sofa,I just cried.I should have known Alayjah wasn't mines.Sometimes I'll Look at her And Never see myself in her.I tried hard Trying to find me in her.I wanted to see what Everyone else seen.When people would say she looks just like you.Bullsh**.I'm starting to think Blair had people lying to me so i can think she was mine.Crazy.I loved Alayjah.She was my everything,She made me happy.I Was proud to say that was MY Daughter.But It never really was.
Weeks Later
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I go on my instagram and on my timeline I see A picture Of Alayjah and Chris With Matching Clothes.Thats when I Teared up Again because I Use To dress Alayjah So we could match.She Seemed so happy,Smiling Like Always,and holding on to that one foot.Well I'm Glad They're all happy,tru and alayjah have they're Daddy And Mommy And They're Happy.Thats All that matters.It Just Sucks When you Raise A Child,When You Was There Throught it all.From The First Day she was born to when she Was Standing up on Her Feet All by herself and then you get broken apart,that shi* hurts.Its like taking a large piece of a persons heart.I'm Surely Gonna Miss Her Giggle,How She Would just bounce all around,or how she would go through my sock drawer and take all my socks out.I already miss her.
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FanfictionY'all I'm Not Good With Descriptions (There's a lot of "Then" in this book, because I didn't know how to transition my sentences back then. And I don't plan on going back to fix it, I've tried already. It's very time consuming)
