Chris Pov.
It Was Great To Have Blair and Christian With Me.My Life Felt Complete.Like Us Being Together As A Family Felt Good. I Can Admit I Still Love Blair,but I Seen She Moved On And I Respected It. Even Though I Wanted To Fu** Her Badly When She Stayed, But I Managed To Tame Myself.She Kept Tempting Me When She Did Things To Me.Like When She Had Me To Put Sunscreen on Her Back,when We Went To The Beach.My Hands Took Control And Navigated From Her Back To Her A**.I Then Stopped Quickly.Or When She Needed Help unzipping Her Dress. Anyways I Did Have Amazing Time With My Son.I Never Knew How Much Christian Was Like Me.He Was Basically A Mini me. So I Wanted To Spend More time With Him. So Blair Let Me Keep Him Longer As She Left. I Didn't Know Keeping Christian Longer Was Gonna effect my schedule. But Today I Brought Christian Back To His Mom's House.I Was Gonna Drop Him Off And Go,But He Wanted Me To Stay a Little Longer So I Did. I Was Having A Good Time With Lil Chris,Blair Wasn't Bothering Us At All,Her A** Was Laid Up With August Watching Tv. But Then She Wants To Start Drama. I Guess August Made Her Mad So She Wanted To Put out Her Anger On Me.She Comes Walking In the living room On Her Phone."I Couldn't Help But Notice This Picture Of You At Some Club.I'm Just Thinking Where Was Tru?? He Couldn't Have Been With Your Mom Because She Doesn't Live In L.A."blair Said.I Smacked My Teeth And Said"Don't You Have Some Di** You Should Be Hopping On Cause You Sure Tryna Hop On Mines." Blair Rolled Her Eyes And Semi-yelled"I'm not Trying To Hop On Ya Da** Di**,I'm Just Worried About My Son And Who He Has Been Around When I Was Gone." I Then Said"He's Been Around Me." Blair's Eyes Grew Big and she semi-yelled"So You Had My Son In The Club?!" As I Played With Lil Chris I Tried To Keep My Chill And Said"First of All This Is Our Son so Stop With That My Son This,My Son That And No I Didn't Have him in The Club, I Had My Assistant Watch Him At The Nearest Hotel And She Made Sure He Made It In Bed On Time." Blair Then Said"So You Had Some Chick I Don't Know Watch My Son,You Could Have Called Me And Told Me.You Know Good And Well I'm Picky With Who Watches My Son Oh I'm sorry OUR Son.If You Knew You had plans Why Would You Ask To Keep Tru Longer. You Should Have Cancelled Your Plans Since You Had Your Son You Barely See With You.Something Told Me Don't Leave Your Son With Him,But The Mommy In Me Said No leave him with his Daddy He Needs Bonding Time With His Daddy." I Then Sighed." Ugh Blaiiirr Stop Trying To Label Me As A Bad Daddy.Its Like Everything I Do You Try To Find The Bad In It,I Was Actually On Top Of My Assistance Calling Her Every Chance I Got To Check On Our Son And Make Sure He's Fine And if He's In Bed. Can You Accept The Fact That I'm Trying To Be A Good Father? Could You Do That For Me?Blair?" I Said As I Sat Christian In My Lap. She Rolled Her Eyes And Left The Room As I Laughed."Christian Why Does Your Mama Like To Hop On My Di**?" I Said As I Looked At Him. He Shrugged His Shoulders And Put His Hand on His Forehead.I Then Laughed And Kiss His Forehead."I Love You Son." I Said."Wuv You Tew Daddy."Christian Said.August Then Came in The Kitchen to Get Something To Drink."Wassup Man." August Said."nun Much,Just Wondering Why Yo Girl Always Try To Make Me Look Like The Bad Guy.Why She Do That?" I Said.August Took A Sip Of His Drink And Sighed."Chris She's probably Still sorta Hurt That She Lost The Young and Wild Life and You're Just living It Up.Plus It Has Always Been her And Tru.She Feels As If This Is All An Act and Its Odd That Up Out Of The Blue you want to play Daddy And You Weren't There When he was a baby,But know that he's older now you wanna be in his life.She Is The Way She Is About Tru Because Thats Her First and Only child.So She's Gonna be Very Overprotective.You Kinda Understand What I'm Sayin?"August Said As He Leaned On The Counter."That's Very Understandable,But I'm Really Trying To Prove to her That I Care About Being There For Christian." I Said.August Then Said "I Understand,You Really Don't Have To Prove Anything.If You Know In Your Heart You Wanna Be In Christian's Life,It Doesn't Matter What People Think." I Then Slightly Smiled As He Walked Off."Oh Yea August." I Said.August Then Turned Around And Said"Huh?" I Then Said"Thanks For Being A Good Father Figure To Christian." August Slightly Smiled And Said"You Welcome Man."
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FanfictionY'all I'm Not Good With Descriptions (There's a lot of "Then" in this book, because I didn't know how to transition my sentences back then. And I don't plan on going back to fix it, I've tried already. It's very time consuming)
