You're Not Alone

All my Love

Someone gave you all my love baby
All my love
All my love
~Childish Gambino - Melrose

August Pov

Sometimes I just wish Blair would come back running to me saying Chris broke her heart and she misses me.Just So that I Can Just Hold her and kiss her again.She's The girl I wanted to live my life with.It just had me thinking,Did she ever love me the way I loved Her? What if she used me to make Chris jealous or to try to get over him?So many questions went through my mind. I truly miss her.Days when I'm down I would just go on her instagram and look at pictures of her and the kids.Sometimes she would post pics of her and Chris. She looked so happy with him like she glowed and he seemed happy too.You could even see the love in their eyes.He cared about her and she cared about him.They looked like they were in love.I would look on Chris page and All you see on his page was Blair And the kids.Their pictures flooded his page. I could honestly say I became Jealous.It had me thinking if I wasn't to say"You know what you can do,Get out my da** house and you can live a happy life with Chris And Y'all kids,Cause you just can't seem to get enough of him,So Stay with him.I Believe He'll Be A Great Father And Husband To yal" Maybe She would still be with me.Maybe I would have been holding her right now.Maybe that would have been me and her on her page and pictures of her would be flooding my page. I wish I never said"Live a happy life with Chris" Because Their Life was too happy.I was knocked out my thoughts when they're was a knock on the door.I went To Open It And there stood Blair."Umm Hey,I think I Left Alayjah's Bottle Here." Blair said. I then furrowed my eyebrows because Alayjah Hasn't Been Here For A While and If So why Is She Just Realizing The Bottle Went missing. Blair Then Sighed And said"I'mma Just Be Honest,I Wanted To find A Reason To See You Again, I Miss You." I then Chuckled And Said"Oh well Come in." She Then Walked In and Sat On the Sofa as I Sat In The Reclining chair. There Was An awkward silence As our eyes wondered around the room."I Like Your Hair,I Guess you no Longer, Long Hair Don't Care" I said.She giggled Softly And Said"Yea I cut It,it Was Time For A Change." I then said"I Like The Change,Does Chris Like it." She Smiled When I said Chris And She Then said"Yea He Likes it." We Then Went In Silence Again."You know What,I Shouldn't be here And I'm Pretty Sure you Got Things To do.I should go " She said as She Got Up And Went To The Door.I went After her and grabbed her hand."No stay,I like your company.My Whole schedule is clear today."I said As I pulled her into me."I don't know."she said as she looked up at me."Just stay for a while.Please." Said As I held her close to me."I miss you." I said softly."I miss you too."she said as we looked in each other eyes.Thats when we kissed.We then kept kissing. Thats when I took her shirt off and kissed her neck and collarbone.I then Laid Her on the sofa and pulled her pants down.I then kissed her body and inner thigh.Thats when I pulled her thongs down and ate her like I never had a meal for years.I then stuck my fingers up her pearl as she moaned.I first started slow and went fast as I ate her at the same time"I'm bout to cum",she said as her legs and voice shaked."Hold that sh**"I said.I then pulled out and entered her.Right when I went for my first pump,I woke up from the wet dream."Fu**" I said as I hit the bed.I couldn't at least finish up fu**ing her da**. It was just me and my hard member in bed. I then I went on insta As I went down my timeline I saw A video Chris posted.It was of him And blair in bed.She was laying on his chest with no top on with the rest of her body covered with a cover,All you could see was her bare back and side boobs and he didn't have on a shirt either.In the video he said"Rise and shine baby.We had A Long night didn't we?" She then said half sleep"Long night indeed." He chuckled and said "Love ya babes." Blair then said "Love you too" She then tilted her head up and he gave her a kiss and the video went off. His Caption was "Long Night Indeed" Everyone liked it and left comments saying"Long night indeed " "Relationship Goals" "Di** made her go night night" "babe we should do this@dballer"At least his dreams came true.All my loving is what hes giving to her man.That could've been me for real.Her hair was actually cut so I guess some of my dream was real. I remember that day when I kept taking pictures her when she got her hair done and she was just having fun posing.And she would say "Long hair, don't care. I'm Never cutting off my hair.It took forever for it to get this length." I Would just smile and say"ok then." Now chris is going through her short hair,just Like I use to go through her long hair.He probably gave her head and fingered her before he entered her just like I did.He Probably hugs her and kisses her every chance he gets just like I did.He probably watches her dance around the house or undress and thinks "Thats my girl." Just like I did .All the love I gave Her He's Giving to her also.But I'm Happy As Long as she's Happy.All I wanted for her was the best.Thats all.