Rejected, now I'm a badass

chapter 20

So I know it's been along while since I last updated so here it is.......

After I left Devon in his room, I went for a run. I just needed the space away from everyone. He just doesn't get it. I don't feel the same way.

My brother showed up right then and there," what's wrong little sis?"

"I don't really know. It's just that I'm not connected to Devon like when I first found out he was my mate. It's as if I don't feel any sort of connection to him at all. Is that even possible for him to feel it but not me?" I asked.

My brother looked dumbstruck. "Well I guess it could be possible the connection broke on your end. Especially after feeling all of the pain you did. But we need to check in to that to know for sure.?"

After that talk we stayed out there a little bit longer. Just enjoying the scenario. We was setting Infront of a lake. I always came here after a beating, the lake always did calm me down.

It was finally around 8 when we made our way back. My brother said we would start the research first thing tomorrow. I made my way upstairs and into my bedroom.
I stripped out of my clothes and put some shorts and a crop top on. I laid down and that's when the pain hit. Devon will never change. He has someone in bed with him. But this pain is a little different maybe it's from the connection breaking because it doesn't hurt as bad as it normally would.

I was finally able to fall asleep.