Rejected, now I'm a badass

Chapter 19

Finally Devon was released from the hospital. He hated having to stay but oh well he will live. I know I promised him that we would work out our differences, but I'm just not sure if I'm ready for that or not. I do love him but I'm just not sure if I want him in my life or not.

Travis is with him now. Everybody is downstairs getting ready to welcome home their alpha. I'm sitting up here in my room, just thinking. I just don't want to be with him like I use to. I don't want the mate bond to make me love him like i did when I first found out he was my mate.

I heard cheering right then and there. And I knew Devon was home. I went to the window and he was getting out of the car. I saw Kate running to him and him catching her in his arms. Well I guess I just got my answer. I will never be able to love him. I have to find a way to break the bond somehow.

I seen devon put Kate down and look around, as if he could sense me. He looked up at my window. His eyes widened and he let kate go. What he doesn't know is it's to late for that now. All hope in us is already lost.

I went out of my room and made my way downstairs. " Hello devon welcome home." I said.

"Thank you. Could we talk in my office?" Devon said.

We went to his office. "What is it that you wanted to say? I'm tired of this game you are playing. I seen how you held kate. I'm tired of this back and forth shit! I will find a way to break our damn bond so you can be with who ever the hell want to be with. Without having to think of my well being every time you slept with someone I could feel it. I thought about after I made that promise to you a week ago. I can't keep that promise, I'm sorry but I can't. The pain I felt when I saw you holding kate I can't go through that anymore." I screamed at him

Devon looked startled, "Baby please don't do this. I love you and I will till the day I die. You are all I thought about when you disappeared."

I just shook my head. "No once we get everything settled here. I will find a way to break the bond. I don't want you to keep doing this to me. Ever since the abuse started, all I could think is finding my mate so he can take me away from this place. But did that happen no because I got rejected. So save what you just told me for someone who fucking cares because I'm past that point of caring about you." I turned and left the room.