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What Am I Going To Do?

The next morning Charlotte got up from her bed seeing Julia had gone out to work again. Julia's a hard worker; she'll do anything to pay for whatever Charlotte needs. She's a good Girlfriend! She smiled at that thought of her and Julia getting married. 

Julia wants to marry Charlotte but Charlotte wasn't ready for it. Not yet. She began to get ready as she walked towards the guest bed room seeing Sarah up looking out the window seeing cars and people going on morning walks.

Charlotte sighed as she saw Sarah's arms with bandages. "I'm sorry for cutting myself. But I made breakfast down the stairs. To make it up for what I had cause." Sarah turned around feeling sad about what happened last night. "I also cleaned the dishes for you as well. And I swept your kitchen and your loft.

I did the bottom bathrooms too. And I took out the trash." Charlotte was surprised by how Sarah cleaned the house up. "Aw, That's sweet of you. And I forgive you. Did you eat at least?" she asked, kneeling down as Sarah shook her head no. "Well, Okay we'll eat and after that I want you and I get some fresh air. Is that okay? We're going for a morning walk." she smiled as Sarah nodded her head once more.

"Okay, I'll go get ready." she smiled. Walking back into the kitchen. She's such a great kid. But why is she depressed all the time? I need to figure this shit out. But how? I want to learn more about her past life but I'm too scared that she'll be upset about it. But right now is not the time.

The girls ate and walked outside for a bit. "You know? Walking helps me when I'm in a deep stressed." Charlotte said as Sarah walked besides her seeing another woman running as she passed them zooming across to get ahead of them. "Really? How does that work?" Sarah asked, looking up at Charlotte as she laughed at her question.

"Well, I love the nature around here. Have you heard of God?" she asked, keeping the conversation going. Sarah shook her head. "No, I haven't. Is He here? Who is He? What does He do? And what's great about Him?" she asked more questions about Him and all that Charlotte could do was laugh. 

She shook her head laughing "Well, He created this world. He was the one created man and woman which are Adam and Eve. He has a son named Jesus and a wife named Mary.'' She smiles looking at Sarah as she widens her eyes. "Is he scary? But nice like Mewp?" she asked, looking at the ground seeing that there's flowers near by her feet as she picked one up looking at it.

"Some people fear him, yes. But others tend to praise him because of the way God makes things. Beautiful things He has made for us. Like life, how we walk, food he gives us like grapes for example and other things that are alive and free." she smiled as Sarah looked at the flower she just picked up. "Oops. Sorry." She then dug up the dirt that she had picked the flower up as she placed the flower back where it was placed as she covered it back up with dirt.

Sarah wiped her hands together as she cleared the dirt. "Is He mad?" she asked looking up at Charlotte who was smiling at her. "No, He isn't mad. He likes when people pick up flowers. It's a good thing because He's able to grow more of it.'' She picked up the flower and handed it to Sarah as she took the flower, smelling it. Life is good!

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When Sarah and Charlotte got back to the house seeing that the front door was open as the person walked out of the door holding a batch of chocolate chip cookies seeing Julia smiling at them saying "Want some cookies? I just took them out of the oven and it's freshly baked!" she smiled just as Sarah walked towards her handing her flowers.

"Here you go! I picked them out just for you!'' She smiled as Julia set down the plate of cookies while Julia took the flowers that Sarah had given her. "Thank you." she sniffed it just as Charlotte was about to enter the front door Julia grabbed her by the hips as Charlotte screamed while Julia kissed her girlfriend.