The doctor tells my mother that my schizophrenia pills is not making me a sleepy head.
Also, 18 y.o. me deppressing tryna kill myself using that pills (approximately I eat more than 25 pills at one time).
At 3 am in the morning : Me feeling my souls left my body.
At 5 am in the morning : I wake up and I can't even open my eyes, dizzy head when I try to take a wudhu and when I'm going to shalat I almost cannot even move a single muscle, but trying so hard to keep it going and almost fall asleep after shalat. When my mom wake me up for going to school, my mom saw me that my head become so pale and my lips so blue. My mom asked me what's going on? and I tend to keep telling her IDK and my mom decided to not send me to school because I'm sick. My dad asked me and telling me that I might get vertigo cuz his sister have it too. But deep down I know that it wasn't that I get vertigo, it bcuz I was being fucking overdose.
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My Storytime by Sistah_Zahra
غير روائي"My Storytime" is an e-book created by sistah_zahra, about her daily unusual story for her ages.
