In a nut shell

Part 17

Moksh was sitting on the corner chair of last table inside the cafeteria where there was  only 4 people and the lights were dimmed , he was waiting for Anny to leave , and after 5 minutes when Anny was gone  he literally broke down , he was silently crying and writing his dairy.

Moksh, actually maintains a diary where he wrote every single thing about his life and about Anurima and now he was writing about her actually.

Moksh's POV

" Anurima I have started loving you so madly but I can't expect anything from you are you are not mine !"

" This feeling is killing me inside , mein marr Raha hoon, Tumhari galti Nehi hai ! But tum jaise ladki shiddat ki Ishq ke liye bani hai ."

" Tumko main kisi aur ke saath Nehi dekh sakta, kaise bolu tumko, main Nehi chahta ki tum us Anmol ki hojao"

" Is khayal se bhi mujhe darr lagta hai, Mein apni puri zindegi tumhare saath bitana chahunga , iss life mein shayad possible Nehi hai, tum meri Nehi kisi aur ki kismat mein ho "

" Aisa Nehi Maine koshish nehi ki tumse Durr Jane ki , but ho Nehi paya ! Pata nehi kyun jab baat tumhari hoti hai, mein khudko kamjor pata hu , tumhare har ek letters Maine samhal ke rakkhe hai, mujhe pata hai tum unko us Anmol ke liye likhte ho, but us chitti mein se mujhe tumhare haathon ki khusbu ati hai , mein gaya tha Anmol ko letters Dene but usko inki qadar Nehi hai muft mein hain naa use inki kaqar kaise hogi ? Isliye mere liye Nehi hai janke bhi jab tak mein is University mein hu tabtak mein inhe receive karunga and life time mere paas rehenge hifazat se "

" Kher! Koi Nehi ! But I will a guard in disguise, mein khud khatam hoke bhi tumhe kuch nahi hone dunga, tumhari kashish aur mithas meri zindegi ki chasni hai jo har mulakat mein kuch gehri hoti jati hai ."

And after his writing , when the clock was striking 10 pm, he was about to leave the cafeteria, Anmol bumped with him and Moksh threw a disgusting look to Anmol and was about to go when Anmol said - " Arey , dekho kon mile hai! So, kya haal chal !" Anmol was a bit drunk, " Aap ko humare department mein kab se interest hogaya hai, hua to hua us motu pe, " " Radhika Srivastava ko chhorke is Haathi pe nazar gayi tumhari"

Moksh was literally not interested to get into conversation with anmol so he said - " None of your business"

Anmol - " Actually yes, Radhika jaisi ladki ko pata ne ke liye mere jaisa jigra chahiye, man! Beta tum se naa ho payega ! Jao jao us Banerjee ke piche"
He laughed

Moksh - " Pehle khudko samhal lo, mujhe salah Naa do, and University mein daru pi rehe ho, pata hai naa mana hai, abhi mein call kar du, administration ko ! Bataye ki aap kaise kand kar rehe hain! One call to the officials and your career will be finished so be in your limits " he just smirked .

Anmol - " You ! "

Moksh - " Kya hua bolti band , ainda Mera rasta kata ya Anurima ko insult ki to you know me ! " He gave Anmol a glare and left from there and Anmol just rooted at his place .