Ziddi Dil Hai ~ Maanta Hi Nahi

A Face That Made My Night

It starts from koel track. I always wanted to add my perspective to this scene.. so here it is.. ptanhi kesa hoga but it's my first try! Hope you like it!

This OS will be from Karan's POV.

Monami and Sumanji were able to collect the footages but at the last due to panic and circumstances, the pendrive fell🙁. They are not to be blamed. Anyone after seeing those footages of Abhay's atrocities on Koel, how he tortures her, won't be in proper mental state.
That creepy monster Abhay!! If it was in my hands I would've beaten him black and blue but alas! One wrong step and everything could slip from our hands.
I truely appreciate women from the bottom of my heart! As I always say, 'Lakdiyan paida hi mazboot hoti hain'. Kudos to all the women!! And within the academy, I am proud of all the female cadets and trainers.

Okay, so this thought is about something, rather someone whom I misjudged. Yeah, that's Monami. That bubbly girl who does belong to a rich family, but was never a spoilt kid.

After all that happened, we decided to stay back outside Koel's house in case we get any chance or she needed help. Mausam acha tha but thodi thodi der me hawayein chal rahi thi jisse patto ki sarsarahat sunayi de rhi thi. Kitna shaant aur suhana tha sab! Though I never really enjoyed the nature this muchh, that kind-hearted sweet girl made me feel the tranquillity of nature. I admire how she after so many turmoils in her own life, maintains a happy and helping attitude. I never really spoke all this to her at a sudden. Yes, I did when I saw her vulnerable in picnic when Bala unintentionally hurted her, but then I didn't actually know her sacrifices and looked at everyone through the same perspective. But now that I've understood and corrected my mistake, I do accept that I admire her. I realised that I admired her from the day we met, but never really accepted it. Oh man! Agr uske baare me baat krta rahunga to puri raat nikal jayegi! Wait but ye me kya bol rha hoon? Me kyo uske baare me baat karunga? This girl I tell you, ek din mujhe pagal banake chhodegi 🙃

Mene ek chhota sa bonfire jalaya. Kafi shanti thi. Sumanji had slept at the back of the jeep. I turned to see whether she had slept. She was sobbing looking at Koel's residence with helpless eyes. Seeing her like that, I got up and passed her the water bottle through the window. Looked like I broke her trance. She looked at me and thn bottle and again at me with a glint of thankfulness in her eyes. While she drank the water, I was just trying to figure out what I saw in her eyes- a mix of emotions - melancholy, guilt, helplessness, anger, and what not. It ached me seeing her in such a vulnerable condition.
This girl is a gem. No matter what she's always ready to help others and now she was crying for Koel. Looked like she was crying, wiping her tears, sobbing then crying again. When I saw her, the line of dried tears hid by the fresh tears. I wanted to talk to her but then I saw in her hand my hankerchief which she once returned to me but I didn't take asking to throw that!
Awh this girl!! She is just!

Not being able to speak anything, I just turned and stood near the bonfire trying to figure out about her.

Mujhe jeep ke door band honeki aawaz aayi. Wo baahar aayi maybe for a walk taki uska mood thoda theek ho. Jab wo mudi me uske saamne aagya - maybe ek dusre se baat krne humara man halka ho. Kher iski zaroorat use zyada thi. Wo humesha apni feelings ya to kisi close one ko batati h ya plants and trees ko. Strange right? Mujhe bhi lgta tha but ab yehi baat achi and innocent lgti h.

Ks: (while folding hand at my chest) Kya soch rahi ho?

Mo: (with dried tear marks still visible on her face) What if hum mission me fail ho gaye? What if luck ne humara sath nhi diya Karan? What if Abhay chala gaya aur hum use rok nhi paye? To kya karenge?

She said all this a little shattered. Pain clearly visible in her voice. Looked like she was losing hope! I can't let that happen!