You Make Me Feel (Book 2...) ✔️

1 - Johanna ?

Welcome to the first chapter of hell

LOL Jk

But this the first chapter

Davona's POV

I grabbed Johanna out the backseat and shut the door. I walked into the building and went up to the front desk.

(Johanna up top)

"What can I help you with ?" An old cheery white woman asked.

"Um I am here for the paternity test for Johanna Alsina."

She went through the files on her desk. Johana grabbed a pen and started shaking it in her hand. I took the pen away and put the cap on it.

"Umm here you go. Davona Brown right ?"

I nodded my head.

"Umm room 216. Walk straight down that hallway on your right and should be the last room on the left."

"Thank you." I said. I followed her directions and made it to room 216. I walked in to see August and some chick on his lap.

I was beyond pissed.

"So are you guys ready ?" Mr. Chilombo said. Yeah I got Mila's dad to test us. I felt like I deserved since I saved his daughter from dying. True story. How come Jhene was chocking and I hit that Heimlich maneuver real quick. Nah, I basically forced him to. I know that is wrong buuuutttt I would never care.

"Yea can we get this over wid I got shit to do." That nappy headed hoe said it.

"What you need to do is to fix that damn head." Mr. Chilombo said, smirking at her.

I heard August snickering.

"Im gonna have you leave with Johanna while I test him." Mr.Chilombo said, looking at me. I nodded my head and left.

*August's POV*

"Why we here ?" Kiera said. She cool or wateva but her attitude is fucking ridiculous.

"Cuz I got shit to do. Now shut ya mouth."

She rolled her eyes and mumbled something under her breath.

"You ready August ?" Mr. C asked. He one cool ass dude for this.

"Yep." I said, moving Kiera off my lap. I got up and sat down on the hospital bed. He grabbed the cotton swab and put it in my mouth. He swirled it around and took it out. He placed it in a bag and put it in a brown envelope.

"That's it ?" I said.

"Yep and you will get your results in a week."

"Thanks Doc." I dapped and left with Kiera. I saw Davona look at me with sad eyes.

"August can I talk to you ?" Davona said.

"What ?"

"Umm in private please ?" Her voice cracked a little bit. I sighed in frustration and pulled her to the side.

"What you need to talk to me about ?"

"Why are you doing this ? This is your daughter. Why deny her ?"

I started laughing at her like she was funny as hell. Her face scrunched up with confusion.

"That is not my fault. I wasn't being hoe like you."

"He raped me. And how many times did you fuck random broads on the street ?"

"Don't matter. Bet none of them got kids. Especially when they were not supposed to have them."

Her face fell. I smiled and walked away , grabbing Kiera.

Kiera smiled at her and put up her middle finger. Davona just looked away.

I left with Kiera. Sometimes I feel like I tried to find another Davona in Kiera but I just cant. Can't find a diamond in a rock.

*Davona's POV*

I saw him walk away with her. She was beautiful. But I could tell he was not happy with her. Mr.C walked out and grabbed me. He instructed me to sit down on the bed holding a sleeping Johanna. August never believed me. He let some random nigga tell him some bullshit and I am the one with the consequences.

When I just found out I was pregnant, I remember seeing August with Nicki. I left and went to my guy friend's house. His name is Jason. We got the talking and he started talking about how much he loved me and all that stuff. I told him I was in love with August. He stared yelling and cursing about how August aint shit and a lot of other shit. I told him I had to leave but he pulled me back. That night he raped me.

I didn't talk to any man for a while after that. That time I felt that everyman that would come into my life, would leave.

Just like Jason.

Just like August.

And Just like my father.

Mr. C swabbed Johanna's mouth while she squirmed. He put the swab in a bag and put it in a brown envelope. He sat down and stared at me.

"Soon that boy will get back to you. You just gotta wait." Mr. C said. I thanked and hugged him. I walked out the building and put Johanna back in her car seat. I got in the driver's seat and just sat there. I began to cry. For everything bad. I feel like the only good accomplishment I made was having Johanna. My mother told me I was never gonna have kids but I did.

Sometimes I feel like I want to just commit suicide and just end this. But that little girl in that backseat is only reason why I should live.

I was driving on the highway.

A Mustang was swerving on the road.

I tried to push on the brakes but my car was not stopping.

The Mustang car turned around and was headed for me.

The mustang hit me on the right and made the car spin to the left side.

Onto oncoming traffic.

Cars hit mine over and over again.

Tumbling over and over again.

My head was bleeding and I was in and out of consciousness.

I tried to turn around to see Johanna but she wasn't there.

I felt myself being picked up.

"Where's Johanna ?" I said, weakly. My heart was slowing down.

"Davona Brown, African American woman.."

"Johanna ?"

"24 , critical condition."

"Johanna." I whispered. My vision became blurry.

I tried to fight but I couldn't hold on anymore.

But before I blacked out, I saw this man carry a carseat like Johanna's into the woods.

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First chapter of the sequel.....

Davona's and August's situation

Basically, Davona was raped by Jason (the guy she kissed) when she went to Jason's house after August slept with Nicki. Jason lied and said he had sex with Davona to August. Then August has doubts that Johanna is his.

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