You Make Me Feel (Book 2...) ✔️

16 - Big Change

Trey

"LEAVE IT THE FUCK ALONE !" I shouted, making Mila jump and move away from me. I shook my head and stormed out the front door. I got in my Bugatti and drove off. Millions of things were running through my mind as I drove to nowhere. I finally found a random beach and stopped there. I got out and walked across the hot sand with my J's on. I was gon' take them off but a nigga can afford more. I saw an old dock and walked to it. My feet made it creak with old age as I walked across it. I sat down on the edge and just looked at the sky.

I never imagined life like this. At all.

I imagined my girl on my arm, soon marriage then children.

But I got unconditional love for my best friend and we have three kids together and we aren't together and I had done drugs.

Everything happened to the point where I couldn't think about what was going to happen.

I never expected the unexpected if that makes any sense.

I felt my phone buzz multiple times but I shut it completely off. I got up and went back to my car. On my way back, I saw a woman struggling with her two kids. I could see it was hard. I rushed over and grabbed the boy that was trying to run away.

"Thank you." She said in one breath. I put him the other seat in stroller. She smiled and walked off with them close to sleeping. I smiled lowly and continued my long stroll to my car. Once I got in, the craving for drugs got to me. Then Mandy's face came to me. I shut my eyes, trying to fight it off.

I know I can't do this.

I was struggling to fight the hard urge. I rocked myself back and forth, thinking about my family. I never wanted to hurt anyone else. But this urge had control. Too much of it.

I grabbed the dirty bag from my consul beside me.

There it was.

Cocaine.

I just stared at it.

It held two different paths. One for a clean, happy life and another for life alone, with this as my only support.

Tears fell down my face. My nervousness got a control over me.

If I did this I wouldn't be a man.

My family wouldn't forgive me.

Mila wouldn't forgive me.

My babies would not once in their life forgive me because I left them by themselves without a father.

Because I would supposed to be there.

I threw the bag out the window, over my shoulder and not looking back. I sped off, thinking about how I can make things right.

After awhile, I pulled up in the driveway of my house to see all these niggas. I huffed and got out the car. Knowing Mila ass, she probably had a search party for me somewhere in the woods.

These niggas always here like I know yall got yall own families and houses to take care of.

I opened the door to hear crying.

"Daddy."

I felt a push against my leg and I looked down. TJ.

I picked him up and gave him a whole bunch of kisses on his face. I put him down and he ran to Royalty and started playing with her on the floor.

My son pulling bitches already. I shook my head with a smile at my bad thoughts.

I walked into the kitchen, knowing everyone was already was in there. Once I walked in, I was screamed at.

Mila ran into my chest, crying. I wrapped my arms around kissed her hair. I felt her shaking in my arms and I held her tighter. I rubbed her back repeatedly until she stopped.

She pulled away to show me her face.

"You ugly." I said, smirking. She giggled and put her forehead on mine.

"Please don't do that again." She whispered, against my lips. I rubbed my thumb against her cheek.

"Never." I said, finally kissing her lips.

"Aww." All the women commented, looking at us.

"Eww." All the men commented, making nasty faces and fake gagging.

"Man.Shut up. I had to walk in on you and Jhene fucking."

" What's fuc-"

"Namiko don't say those words and you will never do it in your life. " O'Ryan said, making Namiko shrug and walk off.

Everyone soon left, leaving Mila and I to put the kids to bed. TJ made me so frustrated. I had to chase him around the house , to put him in the tub. This nigga got balls, forreal. First, I brought him into the bathroom. I had everything into it and bend over to turn on the water. I turned the knob and tested the water to see if it was hot enough. I felt a rough push on my behind and I feel forward,busting my head on the wall. I turn around to see TJ smiling and he takes off.

I ran around the house looking for him.

"TJ?!?! " I shouted, waiting for an answer. Soon I heard him laughing. I rolled my eyes and got on the floor, looking under the dining room table.He started laughing as I reached for him. His bad ass wanna get from under the table, and run back upstairs. I took off like a trackstar after him. I finally got him in the tub without another hassle.

I got him out of the water and he was mad. His head was down but he was staring up at me with his eyes. I looked at him like he was crazy. He pointed in my face and yelled,"NOOO."

I just laughed. This kid has Mila's anger issues forreal.

Once I dried him off, he started running around again in his room. So I just sat there on Instagram until he got quiet. I moved my phone away from my face to see him sleep standing up. I held my laughter inside and walked to him. I picked him up and laid him in his bed.

I turned on his night lamp and turned off the lights. I smiled one last time and left. I walked back into the master bedroom. I turn around to shut the door but I see Mila's long red nails on my shoulder. I turn around with a small smile on my face.

"I hate when you smile like that." She whined, getting into bed. I slapped her ass that was sticking up in the air.

"Stop it." SHe said, pointing her finger in her face. I slapped her hand out my face and climbed ontop of her. I placed wet kisses on her neck.

"Trey , S-stop it, the k-kids are sleep." She moaned, throwing her head back.

"They can sleep like your wild ass."

"Fuck you, Trey." Mila said, grabbing my ass. I sucked my teeth and put her hands over her head on her pillow.

"That's what I'm about to do."

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Trey is on his best behavior. Hopefully.

TJ bad ass hell. Plus he got Mila's anger lordddd. lol. :)

So Mila slept with Kane and then less than a day later she sleeps with Trey ?

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