Sarah Snape and The Blood-Traitors

8

Sarah

I stayed in bed awake not knowing what to do what was there to do my best friend was gone

I turned to the photo on my night stand and of course it was a photo of me and Ben I wanted to cry but I couldn't I felt so sad I couldn't explain it the pain I felt was unbearable.

I got up and walked over to the mirror I wasn't really thinking about how I wanted to look the bags underneath my eyes showed my eyes green like my mother.

I looked nothing like Lily I looked just like my dad it was just the eyes. I looked a bit harder into the mirror my hair wasn't black like my dad's it was a gray an ugly color I knew it was a bad emotion to feel and a new one I had never felt this way.

I didn't have the so called perfect body I usually gave myself I was chubby and pale with bags underneath my eyes it was killing me. The perfect girl everyone knew wasn't really perfect but a lie.

I did what anyone would have done and focus on how I wanted to look. The one thing I couldn't change was my hair and eyes...

Why would it change this was new I could usually change my looks in a heartbeat.  It had been 3 hours since I found out and I stayed in my room for another 2 and 1/2.

I walked out my room to see my dad, Jocelyn, Isabella and Giuliana.

"Hey.." I had said it in a quiet voice I didn't like it. The joy I usually had in my voice gone

"Happy birthday" Jocelyn said awkwardly and Isabella just came and grabbed my hand to hand me a present

"Let's go now the Malfoy's must be waiting" My dad said as I grabbed his and Isabella 's hand while Giuliana grabbed my dad's and Jocelyn's hand then we appeared to the manor.

"Oh you guys are here come to the back" Narcessa said with a frown she must have known too

Sami and Cedric were already there waiting for us. Sami look a bit unhinged and Cedric tried to console her

"SARAH, GIUILANA!!!" Cedric said looking at us, he got up and dragged Sami with him to say happy birthday

We had a good time despite the sadness that flood around my hair soon went to it normal colors and my voice was a bit more cheery but I just miss my best friend.