just a little bit of your heart.

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"river come and clean your teeth baby.", you called out to you and harry's little girl. she had just turned six last week, you had a beautiful birthday party for her with her friends, one that sadly harry couldn't attend because of touring. this had become common recently.

"mummy i heard you yesterday night, you and daddy were not happy with each other, i heard you crying." your little girl tried to explain to you in the best way that she could at only six years old. you felt you heart break into a million pieces as those words escaped her lips.

"me and daddy were just joking around baby don't worry about it.", you had to lie to river that was something that you never wanted to do to your little girl, the little girl that you always wanted and yearned for, the little girl that you and harry both wanted and loved. you were so excited when you found out you were pregnant, with harry's baby and you cried tears of joy when you found out you were having a baby girl.

you dropped river of at her primary school later that morning. you beamed with pride every single time she went into school, she was such a smart and clever little girl and she meant the world to you. the thought that she had the idea that you and harry were unhappy tore you up inside.

"how was school river?" you asked intently eager to learn about what she had gotten up to that day. "it was fun mummy i did maths today and my teacher gave me a sticker. "sounds like fun baby, i'm so proud of you river you are a smart cookie." you answered back to your beautiful daughter in the backseat of your car.

later that evening harry came back from the studio, you weren't really excited to see him because you'd probably argue tonight or just fall asleep with out saying much to each other. it was heart breaking for you to just look at him, he was the person that you had fell in love with at the age of seventeen. harry was your first boyfriend first love and first everything, you loved him more than anything, he was your baby girls father too. the moment you saw harry you had a crush on him, there was something about him that you found so uniquely beautiful, you never treated harry any different to anyone else even though at the time you met he was in a hugely successful band. he was just harry to you, your harry your baby.

"hi princess." harry said excitedly, as he saw river playing with her trains on your cream living room carpet. river had your skin colour and curly locks but she was the absolute image of harry and all of your close friends said it, you watched with a smile on your face as river and harry played trains together, it was nice to see harry home with his daughter. this was something you missed so much. you missed harry so much. it felt like you never really saw him anymore, you missed his presence in the home and his voice.

after putting river to bed and reading her a story about a little princess you had a shower and gathered some of your thoughts, you slipped into your pink night dress and completed your long skin care routine. a few moments later harry walked into you bedroom.

"hi baby." harry whispered to you, you completely ignored him, you didn't even know where to start with him. "why are you ignoring me?" harry stated obviously confused at your absence of words. "river heard me crying yesterday night, she heard us arguing harry." i replied back to him, the situation was breaking your heart. "i'm so sorry." , harry answered back to you as he sat next to you on the bed. the bed that you'd both shared for years, since harry brought this home for the three of you to live in together, as a family.

"harry i sometimes wonder if i'm just the mother of your child and not your wife, because i honestly feel like we aren't even in a relationship anymore our relationship isn't normal at all and that little girl is picking up on it, it's not fair on her more then anything. when we first got together we were absolutely obsessed with each other , niall used to say we were attached at the hip, i don't get to spend any time with you at all and neither does river." you shouted at harry.

"i'm sorry but i have a demanding job, you know i love you and river more than anything or anyone in the world and it hurts me. i miss you so much, i miss being able to cuddle you before bed and kiss you all the time. you are the pretty beautiful unique girl that i fell in love with. the girl that i chose to be the mother of my child. i love that little girl so much and i want to see her grow up happy."

"she's not happy harry, she misses her daddy. how can you not see that." tears start to escape your eyes and those small tears turn into sobs. "harry i need to be away from you at the moment. i cannot live like this i hate it, i'm miserable inside i'm missing the other half of me."

"okay then y/n, go and stay with your mum if you need time." harry sad sadly looking at his rings, his eyes were on his wedding ring. the memories of that day replaying in his mind. the memory of when he'd proposed to you and how nervous he was, you instantly said yes and hugged him. harry wanted you he had such a strong feeling even in the beginning that you were the one and now all of that is at steak. he was broken inside too.

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