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T/W SUICIDE, CUSSING
The door slams behind me, my mom comes in running in the house to yell at me for Slamming the door, my mom has always hated me for slamming doors

"LUCY! DO NOT SLAM MY DOORS! She says coming in flowing behind like a fox stalking it's prey

"IM GOING TO SLAM YOUR GOD DAMN FUCKING DOORS IF I PLEASE!" I snap back at her slamming the door again
"LUCY!" she stares at the door I slammed in front of her face

"MOM I really thought you would help me, save me from my life, I drove all this way with the GUY I LOVED for you to send him off to jail and treat me as if dad did.
I thought you would save me from everything. But no you treat me just like him!" I say to her face with rivers coming down.
She goes quite and walks away

I go to my room and look, just looking.. debating about life, rather if I should live or not, seeing if there's anything to fight for anymore, aron was gone, my mom treats me just as my dad did. And I'm homeless cause no way I could live there with my mom. So What was there for I did my part staying alive for aron but he's gone....

I know he'll be upset if I gave up but I couldn't help it, I grab the razor from my bag that I packed, before I dId anything I wrote a letter to everyone saying I was sorry. I began making little lines on my arms. Getting bigger and closer. Until I got to my neck and said I'm sorry
Then fell to the floor breathing in my last fresh breath before there was nothing left...

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